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and you’re mine. I’ll be goddamn if he will be a part of our child’s life, ever! I’ve known, since I had seen his smug ass at the hospital, that you was with him, and the baby might not be mine. I’ve had months to process this. I was so fucking mad at you. You were lying in that hospital bed for two fucking months and all I could think about is there is a possibility the baby inside you might not be mine. I’m trying really hard to stay calm, because I don’t want to cause you or the baby any stress.” He says as he grabs and hugs me.
    “Liam, I’m so sorry… I don’t know why I needed him all those times. I love him, but not like I do you.” I say as I wrap my arms around him tighter.
    “I know baby, I know. I hate that you were with him while we’ve been together, but I can’t help but to love you. Look at me, promise me that you will never do this again.”
    “I won’t , Liam, I promise. We have our lives and he has his.” I just look into his eyes and promise him I wouldn’t have anything to do with a man I used to be in love with. Hell, I still have love for him. I can’t just turn my feelings off for Evan, I won’t see or talk to him again. I won’t betray Liam again.
    We spend the rest of the night holding each other and talking. We didn’t make love, his arms are my comfort. Without him and my girls, I’m nothing, and I just about lost my life with him. I can’t lose him, and this baby can’t be Evan’s. It will change everything.
     

     
    I love my job, but days like this make me wish I would’ve taken more time off. We got back late last night, then both girls slept in our bed. I woke up late so, therefore, I am running late. I spilt decaf coffee down my blouse. Once I reach the office, my coworker and friend, Megan, is in my office with a new blouse and my files, I need for court. I’ve been working on and divorce case for a very wealthy client, she and her husband were very well known, and I was shocked when she asked me to represent her.
    “Megan, doll , you are a damn life saver. Liam doesn’t want me drinking caffeine, and oh God, do I need it. I can’t function, I keep telling myself five months. Then the damn alarm, didn’t go off this morning. Maddison couldn’t find her favorite giraffe. Addison’s dress wasn’t the color she wanted to wear. Liam, had to go into the office early and Rosa, was just a life saver as always. You know if it isn’t one thing it’s another.”
    “Just take a deep breath, sounds like the romantic weekend was longer than expected? I’m going to court with ya lady, I got your back. Now hurry before you are even later.”
    “Yes, very long, but sweet. My husband is perfect. I don’t know how I got so lucky.”
    “Yeah, we know. They broke the mold when they made that man, his body is well.”
    “Bitch, quit drooling over my husband. Let’s go, then lunch?”
    “Whatever you want , preggers.” She says as she smacks my ass. We ride to the courthouse together. I would like to tell Megan about what’s going on, but I decide to wait a while.
    Of course, on the way to the courthouse, there is a damn train. There are always trains in this area, but lately they have been awful. I normally leave an hour or so early, just in case. But today is just one of the days, where you want to just crawl back in the bed.
     

 
     
     
     
     
    It’s been a month since Lila, has admitted everything to me, God it hurt me so fuckingbad . We stayed at the resort for another day. Just talking and trying to figure out what we are going to do about baby bean. She is five months, and showing, we couldn’t keep it from everyone any longer. We told the girls and the rest of the family. Still not sure, if Brody will run back and tell Evan. Unfortunately we will have to see him at the wedding. It’s customary for the Best Man and the Matron of Honor to walk hand in arm together. I’m not comfortable with this at all.
    We have an appointment with the doctor