with you?
Sheridan nodded again. Surely. About what?
The young man coughed. My name is Pat Carroll. I was a student of Professor Smithson, you know, Duane Smithson. Sheridan nodded again, and Carroll continued, I studied history with him and I may go on and get a graduate degree at Boulder or somewhere in modern history and teach. Right now Iâm interning at the Durango Herald, at least through the summer.
Where you from? Sheridan asked.
Well, my dad was involved in government, the young man said, and Iâve lived here, studied at Fort Lewis, for most of my life. He paused. I like it here. A lot.
Sheridan nodded again. What exactly can I do for you, Mr. Carroll?
PatâPatrick, the young man said. I was wondering if I could talk to you about a story. For the paper. The Herald.
What kind of story? Sheridan asked warily.
Itâs a kind of, I guess youâd say, a kind of profile, the young man said.
Profile of what? Sheridan asked.
The young man avoided Sheridanâs steady gaze. Well, itâsâ¦itâs aboutâ¦what I had in mind was to write something aboutâ¦you.
Sheridan shook his head. I donât think so, but I appreciate the interest, he said. He turned to open the pickup door.
The young man said, But Mr. Sheridan, Iâve read all the stories in our paperâ
Sheridan said, Well, as newspapers go, the Herald âs not bad. But Iâd encourage you not to believe everything you read. Ink and paper donât make it so.
I donât mean to be pushy, Mr. Sheridan, the young man stuttered. But youâre interesting. Youâve had an interesting life. Youâve come up in conversations with Professor Smithson. Youâve had a really interesting lifeâ¦but most people around here think youâre kind of aâ¦a mystery of some kind. So, I thoughtâ
Letâs leave it a mystery, shall we? Sheridan said as he got in the truck. I like it that way.
That Friday, he joined the group at the coffee shop, and after the usual survey of current gossip and world events, the professor took him aside. Dan, he said, I think you met my student, Patrick Carroll.
I did indeed, Sheridan said. Was this âprofileâ idea his or yours?
His, the professor said. All his. Heâs very bright. Straight As. Besides, heâs actually the late Congressman Carrollâs son. And heâs quickly tired of covering the garden clubs and weddings and writing the obituaries. And heâs picked a few things up andâ
Sheridan shook his head vigorously. I liked old Congressman Carroll, and I was wondering if the young man might be junior. But even so, we donât want to do that, Duane. Not now. Not never. Youâve got to tell him itâs just not going to happen. You understand. I know you understand.
What if he stayed away fromâ¦you knowâ¦the bad part? the professor said.
Thereâs no âbad part,â Sheridan said. Thereâs a complicated part. And for my money, itâll stay complicated well after Iâm six feet under up at the end of Florida Road. And then no one reading the Durango Herald or anything else is going to give a good damn. Matter of fact, they donât give a good damn now. And you have to tell this young man, Mr. Carroll, that thatâs a fact.
Heâs read all the old stories already, the professor said. You know, he went back into the Herald morgueâ
Thatâs the right name, Sheridan interrupted. Right where these old stories should stay.
âand he says the stories at the time donât make sense. He says that the whole thing stinks. Smithson studied Sheridanâs face. He says what happened was not right. It was unfair. I think Patrick even said it was unjust.
Well, DuaneâSheridan looked awayâstink or no stink, Iâm not talking about it. Thatâs just the way it isâ¦and thatâs the way itâs gonna be. Why in the world would you or anyone else think I want to talk