Cheryl alone too
long, but not on that weekend. It was Brad's weekend to have the boys,
and Cheryl wasn't home, she had gone up to Longview, Washington, on
Saturday to visit their family and planned to stay overnight. There
was no reason for Jim to be around the house. He didn't expect Cheryl
to return until sometime Sunday evening. It would, of course, be
before seven because that was when Brad was supposed to have the boys
back.
Jim called Cheryl about 7:30
P.M. to make sure that the boys had gotten home. He knew she worried
if Brad didn't bring them back right on the dot of seven. Cheryl was
crying and upset when she answered the phone.
"The boys aren't home yet," she said. "Brad had car trouble."
"Should I come home?" Jim asked.
"No," she said. "Not right away. It'll be okay."
With most divorcing couples, it would have been. But Jim knew that
Brad threw a fit if Cheryl didn't have the boys ready when it was his
turn to take them, and Cheryl went nuts if they were even five minutes
late getting home. But anybody could have car trouble, and evidently
Brad had called Cheryl to tell her that he would be late.
Cheryl seemed nervous, Jim thought. True, she always seemed nervous
these days, the subtle and not-so-subtle psychological war that Brad
was waging against her kept her constantly on edge. She was always
afraid that on some visitation Brad wasn't going to bring the boys back
þthat he was just going to disappear and take her sons with him. But
lately she seemed convinced that, if things looked bad for Brad in the
custody fight, she herself wasn't going to survive. Literally not
surzn e Whether her fears had any basis or not, Jim had caught them the
way you catch an infectious disease. Cheryl was so smart and so
intuitive, and yet she had become almost stoic when she told Jim that
she might die soonþand that it would be his job to find out the
truth.
That was nothing like Cheryl's usual behavior. She had always been so
strong, so resilient. One thing about his half sister, she had never,
ever been passive. tSo even though Cheryl had told him he didn't have
to come home early that Sunday night, Jim was uneasy and he headed for
the West Slope house within an hour after he spoke to her on the
phone.
When he drove up to the house at 9:15, he saw that all the lights were
blazing, but Cheryl's van wasn't there.
That scared him.
Once inside the house, Jim noticed that the vacuum cleaner was sitting
in the middle of the living-room floor. It looked as if Cheryl had
rushed away in the middle of housecleaning. With a hollow feeling in
his stomach, Jim walked quickly through the empty rooms. It was very
quiet and his heart was beating too loudly. There was a note on the
kitchen counter. It was from Cheryl, written on a sheet of paper she
had torn from the notebook in which she recorded the content of all of
Brad's phone calls.
"I have gone to pick up the boys from Brad at the Mobile station next
to the I.G.A. If I'm not back, please come and find me.... COME RIGHT
AWAY!"
Cheryl would have written that note between 7:30 and 8:00, Jim thought,
and she should have been back with Jess, Michael, and Phillip within
fifteen minutes. Now it was almost 9:30. Jim called their mother,
Betty, in Longview, an hour's drive north of Portland. Betty picked up
the phone before the first ring had even ended. When Jim told her that
Cheryl had obviously left the house in a hurry, and then read the note,
Betty started to sob. That scared Jim even more. That wasn't like his
mother.
"She's dead," Betty cried. "She called me. I told her not to meet
Brad alone. I know she's dead."
Jim tried to comfort his mother. He said there had to be a reasonable
explanation why Cheryl wasn't back yet. He told her he was heading
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