Like Brad, Lily had a career in banking,
hut her health was unpredictable. She needed someone like Watson.
Sara and Lily were very different types. While Sara was sweetly
feminine, Lily's style was subdued. She chose loose clothing in earth
tones, pulled her long hair hack in a bun, and wore horn-rimmed
glasses.
Even so, men seemed to find her almost bland but perfect features
spectacularly sensuous. She had a manner about her that suggested a
sexuality barely under wraps. She spoke softly, as Sara did, but Lily
had hidden promises in her voice.
Sara was not surprised that Brad had been attracted to Lily, hut now
he was completely devoted to her. He had turned her life upside down,
and she was gloriously happy that summer. She was so much in love that
she never felt fatigued, even though she was working such brutal hours
in the trauma unit. It seemed as though everything she had longed for
in life was suddenly within her grasp.
Sara adored children although she had never been lucky enough to have
any of her own. She had found Brad's three young sons delightful from
the moment he introduced them to her. Jess, Michael, and Phillip were
as smart as their father, and well behaved. Sara and Brad took the
boys sailing on a week s vacation and it was as if they were already a
family. Sara hated to say goodbye to them when they went back to their
mother. And she worried about them. Brad had come to trust Sara so
much that he gradually revealed more and more about what their mother
was really like. He confided that she called the children four letter
words and screamed at them continually. The custody of his little boys
was desperately important to Brad. All of his husincss success meant
nothingþnot if his children were being mistreated.
That summer Brad and his estranged wife wrangled constantly about the
boys. It was the one shadow over Sara's happiness. She heard Brad
argue with his wife on the phone, though she never really saw the
acrimony between them. She accompanied him sometimes when he went to
pick up his sons, but she never spoke to his wife. "I saw her working
in her yard," Sara recalled. i"Once, we took the boys back and she
came running up, holding her arms out for Phillip. But we never
talked."
Sara worried about what effect all this was having on the boys, but she
tried to stay out of the arguments. It wasn't her place to interfere,
and she was confident that Brad could handle things in the best way for
his sons.
Sara continued to pay the rent on her fourteenth-floor apartment in the
Madison Tower that summer, but she spent so little time there that it
seemed like an empty space with no human energy. "I kept my clothes in
my apartment, but I was basically living in Brad's apartment," she
said.
His apartment reflected both his taste and his ability to buy the
best.
He even had a baby grand pianoþalthough he couldn't play. It was only
natural that Sara wanted to spend her few off-duty hours with Brad.
"I was very much in love with him, and I thought he was very much in
love with me."
She had no reason to think otherwise. Brad assured her many times a
day of his love. He was always on time to meet her or pick her up, he
was always where he said he would be, and their time together was
wonderful.
In a sense, it was as if they were both recouping the years they had
lost in bad relationships. Sara knew that Brad had been married four
times and that he had been disappointed in love just as she had.
But now, finally, almost serendipitously, they had found each other.
They were both under forty and they could plan for so many good years
together.
Except for all the hassle that Brad was having with his wife over the
custody of Jess, Michael, and Phillip, Sara's and Brad's lives were
idyllic. Her practice was well