body.
“Fine,” he finally said with resignation.
I didn’t look back at him but I knew his eyes stayed on me till I walked out the door.
~
I had gone to sleep in my towel and kicked it off the bed at some point in the night. By eight in the morning, I was awake, clutching the sheets to my naked chest and looking around for something to wear. There was nothing but when I cracked the door open, I found a robe hanging on the knob – brand new, slippery silk and blush pink in color. Grabbing it, I closed the door and pulled it on. After some mental pep talking, I took a breath and went downstairs. I could hear Abram’s low murmur in the dining room and figured he was on the phone. While I wasn’t completely over what had happened last night, I was eager to put it behind us. I couldn’t dwell on that when there were still a million things up in the air, every one of them more important than my hurt feelings.
But as I turned the corner into the kitchen, I smashed into what felt like a wall. Yelping, I grabbed the first thing I could to keep my balance – a shirt. More specifically one stretched across a lean torso, so startlingly white against such olive skin. Looking up, I snatched my hands back. “Jesse!” I gasped, jerking out of his protective grip.
“Relax, I didn’t want you to fall,” he smirked as I tossed his hands off my sides. “You’ll know if I’m trying to cop a feel.”
“What are you doing here?”
“I heard there was a continental breakfast.” I glared. “Your boyfriend called me in to discuss business. But things are getting a little tense so I’m excusing myself for a minute. So I don’t fucking kill him.”
“What’s going on?”
“Long story short we all want a piece of Stefan. We’re just debating who gets the biggest slice,” he said, as if they were talking about cutting up a birthday cake. I could hardly wrap my mind around it.
“Jesse, are you even…” I trailed off. Are you even okay? That was the question I wanted to ask him but it sounded too silly spoken aloud. Though at the same time, it was legit. He’d gone through a mental roller coaster last night – grief to anger to shock to joy and finally, devastation. He’d been emotionally ruined in a million different ways because of Stefan. And yet here he was ten hours later, nonchalantly bickering for the right to kill him. It seemed psychologically impossible.
“Am I even what, Isla?”
“This is your brother, Jesse. As of yesterday, you still loved him. I saw how you looked when you talked about him. Don’t you need… time to process everything?”
Jesse plucked a cigarette from his pocket and crinkled his brow down at me. “That’s cute, Isla, but no. Not really.”
“But you were brothers. You grew up together,” I murmured, tempted to remind him that he’d loved Stefan enough to risk his life for him. But I spared him because I could hear the sound of Abram’s footsteps approaching, and because I had a feeling Jesse knew what I was talking about anyway. The cigarette dangled idly in his mouth as he studied me, the perma-smug slowly fading from his lips. He was a second from saying something when Abram came suddenly between us, snatching the cigarette from Jesse’s mouth before turning his rapt attention to me. “Everything okay here?”
“Everything’s fine,” I said evenly, ignoring Jesse behind him. He’d been serious for all of a second but now he wore a big, shit-eating grin on his face because clearly, irking Abram was becoming one of his favorite pastimes. Suddenly, I wondered if I really wanted to be around while these guys sorted things out. “Everything’s fine,” I repeated. “I should just get going. Rhode’s texted me a million times and I have a shift at Muse Room tonight. I’ve already missed two this week.”
Behind Abram, Jesse wiggled his eyebrows and mouthed “ Muse Room ” with a