the monthly child support and alimony checks he sends,â she told us. She said her dad lives in New York, making tons of money and living with a new family.
âThatâs gotta be kind of hard,â I said. I thought it was bad enough my dad had moved out, but at least I knew he still thought about me and missed me. I knew because he called and told me so.
âIâm used to it,â Kirstie said. âIâm not saying I like it. But I have made a lot of friends along the way.â
âI donât know how you make new friends every year,â I said. âI wouldnât have a clue how to do it. If Ms. Harrison hadnât sat me and Arlene next to each other in first grade, I might not even have her.â
âOf course you would!â Arlene said. âWeâd be friends no matter what.â
âThatâs what I think,â Kirstie said. âI think that friends are meant to be just like husbands or boyfriends or whatever. You and I are meant to be friends.â
She said that just to me. Not to Arlene.
âSo, Kristie,â Arlene began.
âItâs Kir stie,â she corrected.
Iâm not saying Arlene was egging her on, but Iâm pretty sure she knew what Kirstieâs name was. I wondered why she was being so snotty to her. I meant what Iâd said: If I were a new kid at school, Iâd be petrified. I was glad to be the one person who was talking to Kirstie, and I was also glad that she was the one person besides Arlene who was talking to me. Win-win.
âSorry. Kir stie. Why did you start school on a Friday? Thatâs sort of weird. Why not just start today?â
Iâd been wondering the same thing too. âMom had to start her job on Friday because of some event that that was going on that night, so she said if she had to jump right in, then I had to too. I didnât mind, though. Friday was exciting, what with all the flowers and everything.â I could feel my face turn red as I set down my lasagna-laden spork. Kirstie nudged my arm and smiled at me. Arlene looked between us. Kirstie asked her, âHey, what class do you have just before lunch?â
âMath. Why?â
âJust wondering. Whereâs your class?â
Arlene sighed as if she were being asked to bus the tables. âMr. Jenkins. Heâs by the language department. Why?â
âI thought I saw you on Friday, thatâs all.â Kirstie rolled her lips in and gave the slightest shake of her head. I hadnât forgotten what sheâd heard on Friday, and even though herdescriptions were vagueâa blonde and a brunetteâit seemed like she thought something was up.
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Later, before I saw Kirstie again in science class, Arlene asked, âWhat is up with that girl?â
âWhat do you mean?â I asked. âSheâs okay.â The truth was, I really liked her. I liked how easy she was to get along with, and how readily she had made friends with me.
âA little clingy, donât you think? And what was up with the interrogation of me and my class schedule? Why does she care?â
âShe was just making conversation. Sheâs new here. Imagine if you had to start somewhere new and you didnât know a single person. Youâd ask questions too.â
âNot like hers. Look, Iâm sure sheâs nice and all, but something about her seems off. Thatâs all.â
I tried not to pay too much attention to what Arlene said. I tried not to think about their reaction to each other at lunch, which had resulted in anything but insta-friends. I tried not to think about the flowers, even though the jokes had been few and far between today. Basically, I tried not to think at all. And it was working out for me.
Until I got to science class and Kirstie slipped me a note that read, âSheâs the one. Meet me by the marquee after school!â
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Do You Stand Out from the Crowd, or Blend In with the