before dragging his fingers up and down my arm. He knows it tickles me and he loves to see my reaction. He loves breaking down my barriers, even when I fight him tooth and nail.
Lying here, facing one another, I feel so at peace, so at home. I feel as if I can tell him everything about myself, and in return, I want to know everything there is to know about this man I love. Slowly, I caress his lips with my fingertips. He quickly takes my index finger into his mouth and bites down softly, just enough to tease me. A shiver runs down my spine as I begin to realize just how much Evan means to me. He is digging his way into my very soul. It ’ s terrifying, but I can ’ t get enough. Not nearly enough.
“ Tell me about your childhood, Evan, ” I say softly, gazing into his deep eyes. Hoping he won ’ t find the question silly. We ’ ve been dating for about three weeks now, still very much in the honeymoon phase. Shortly after that intense kiss in the back room of Molly ’ s, I ended things with Shawn , and immediately, Evan and I were a couple.
“ How far back do you want me to go, sweets? ” Evan asks as he leans up and pushes his elbow into the pillow, supporting his head with his hands. I mirror his movements and gaze into his eyes again. I love that he calls me sweets . It all started one night when we were watching The Breakfast Club here in my apartment. It ’ s one of my all-time favorites. I have a thing for misfits , and that movie delivers. I love when Judd Nelson glares at Molly Ringwald and says, “ Sweets, you couldn ’ t ignore me if you tried .” I told Evan that line makes me think of him. Because seriously, even if I tried to ignore Evan, it would be impossible. He got under my skin the day he walked into Molly ’ s , and as much as I tried to deny my feelings for him, they were impossible to ignore.
“ As far back as you wanna go. I just want to know you better, ” I shrug.
“ Well, I grew up in Green Bay, hence my love for the Pack .” He laughs as I roll my eyes. “ We moved when my dad lost his job. I think I was around 7 years old. He found another one, but we had to leave Wisconsin and made our way to the oh-so exciting Chicago suburbs. ”
“ They ’ re not so bad, ” I interrupt, stroking his forearm gently.
“ Oh yeah, I know. But, I missed my grandparents, my aunts and uncles. I missed having family around. We were secluded for so long. I eventually made friends and stuff, but it was hard. My mom hated it. That ’ s why they live in Green Bay again. She ne ver felt at home in Arlington Heights . ”
“ But, you didn ’ t want to move back? ” I asked.
“ Nah, I mean, I was only seven. I adapted, made lots of friends, and eventually stopped feeling so homesick. Except during football season. But, it ’ s not a far drive or anything. I ’ ve gone to games with my cousins. ”
“ Are you close with your folks? ” I press on.
“ Hmm, yeah, I guess so. I adore my mom. She ’ s a gem, seriously. I admire her so much. She was the biggest support a kid could ’ ve asked for growing up .” Evan sighs and then continues, “ My dad ’ s always been kinda detached, but I always knew he loved me. Speaking of which, you don ’ t really talk about your family so much . . . wanna tell me about your parents? ”
“ There ’ s not too much to tell, ” I lied, knowing there was so much I could tell. “ My parents are pretty conservative, kinda stuck in a time warp. My mom serves my dad his meals in front of the TV. He sits in his ridiculous recliner and eats off of a TV tray. I swear, she doesn ’ t even question it. It ’ s so sad. ”
“ She doesn ’ t mind? ” Evan asks, raising an eyebrow.
“ I think she ’ s used to it. In all honesty, she wouldn ’ t know what to do with herself. For Angeline Armour, her entire existence revolves around being married to my