father. Her entire life has been based on being his wife. His needs matter, hers just don ’ t. It breaks my heart. ”
“ I ’ m sorry to hear that ,” Evan says softly, stroking strands of my hair. “ Do you two get along? ”
“ Well, we ’ re not really close. I love her, though. And I ’ d do anything for her. But, I never want to end up like that. ”
“ So, I shouldn ’ t expect you to serve my meals to me, then? ” Evan winks, attempting to lighten the mood. He is so friggin ’ charming.
“ You ’ d better not, because it ’ s never going to hap pen. Consider yourself warned. Seriously. ”
“ I ’ d never expect anything like that from you. You have to know that .” C oncern spreads across Evan ’ s now serious face.
“ Of course I know that. It ’ s embarrassing, though. Don ’ t take it personally if I don ’ t introduce you to them for a while. They ’ re in their own world. I see them for holidays and such, but that’s about it.”
“ Don ’ t they live in the area? ”
“ Yeah, they live about 30 minutes from here .” Evan ’ s eyes widen in surprise. “ I know, I know. It ’ s bad. I’m a horrible daughter.”
“ I didn ’ t say that. I just wish you had a better relationship with them.”
“ Me too, Evan, me too. But, I think they ’ ve always seen me as a bit of a freak. I ’ m nothing like either of them and I know they resent me for it. My dad was always pressing me to get a degree in English or History or whatever. He wanted me to be a teacher like my mother. He hated that I was more interested in my art classes and barely paid attention when it came to the ‘ real ’ classes. ”
“ What kind of art classes did you take? ” Evan asks, and I can tell he ’ s interested. My heart flutters a bit. He doesn ’ t know about my passion, not yet anyway. I think I ’ m ready to tell him.
“ Well, I was always into painting and sculpting. But, in my senior year of high school , I discovered photography. My uncle, Mark, gave me an old film camera and I ’ ve had it ever since. It ’ s kind of a relic, and it ’ s starting to lose its ability to take good pictures, but I love it. ”
“ Film, huh? ” Evan chuckles. It stings. I don ’ t want him to think I ’ m silly, the way others have in the past.
“ Yeah, I know. Everyone ’ s moved on to digital. But, there really are so many things about film that are just so much better for the pictures. I ’ ll bore you with the details another time. But, honestly I don ’ t know that I ’ ll ever go digital; at least not with the photos I take for myself. If I ever have a business . . . ”
My words trail off, and suddenly I ’ m feeling extremely self-conscious. My pulse begins to quicken as I stare at Evan for some sign of skepticism regarding having my own business. Every boyfriend before him has looked at me like I was crazy, like it was something I could never hope to achieve. But, this feels different. Evan stares back at me with a confused expression.
“ Where ’ d you go, Kate? ” he asks inquisitively. “ I was fascinated and you went somewhere else in your brain. Everything okay? ”
“ Yes, it ’s better than okay.” I smile broadly as I use every ounce of willpower to keep the tears in my eyes. I love that he ’ s fascinated, and I don ’ t want to freak him out with my baggage of boyfriends past.
“ So, do you take a lot of pictures, then? ” Evan asks. I love that he wants to know more. It ’ s refreshing and exciting and I find myself drawn to him even more than before.
“ Yes, I ’ m constantly taking shots. I go downtown to take pictures of the architecture and the people. I love to see tourists, they make interesting subjects; especially when they have no idea they ’ re being photographed. ”
“ And you think you ’ d like to have a business? ” I nod.
“ I think that ’ s
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