it doesnât matter.â
âWhat set him off?â
âI went to Nevo.â
âThatâs all?â
âYesterday afternoon.â
âFriday afternoon. I see. And he was there.â
âOh yes.
âYou sat with him?â
Vered placed the percolator on the stove and rather slowly returned to the counter. She spoke with great detachment. âNo, that seat was occupied.â
âDo you really think youâll win this game?â
âNo.â
âThen why play it?â
Vered sat beside her mother. Her face was as expressionless as living flesh could be. âIâve lost the battle anyway,â she said in a tone of perfect finality.
âVered, I must tell you that I have never cared for your way of looking at me as if I were a census taker. I am your mother.â
âI know.â
âYou donât act like it. Other daughters confide in their mothers. I wouldnât mind your reticence if I knew you talked to someone, a friend, a counselor, but I know you donât. I admire your fortitude but you go too far. The time has come to talk.â
âYouâd like me to confide in you.â
âYes.â
âOpen my heart, pour out my troubles, seek solace and advice at your motherly bosom?â
Jemimaâs âYes!â was nervous, defiant.
âWhat for? So you can tell your friends all about it? âPoor Vered, married to that monster. I warned her, but would she listen? Did you hear about his latest little floozy?ââ
Eyes narrowed, Jemima put her hand on her heart and cried, âI wouldnât!â
âYou did. All those years after Daddy died, when you called me your ugly duckling and laughed at me with your fancy society friends.â
âOh, Vered, if I was ever so cruel I swear Iâm paying for it now. No, donât look at me that way. You were a difficult child, Vered, and hard for me to understand. You still are. Darling, I am sorry.â
Veredâs smile was bright but frigid. âItâs all right, Mother. Would you like more coffee?â
âNo.â Jemima fumbled in her bag for a handkerchief.
âThen I really have to get to work now. Iâve got a deadline tomorrow, and after this morning Iâll have Daniel on my hands all day.â
Jemima dabbed delicately at her eyes, to avoid smearing her make-up. She said, âI wonât go until Iâve had my say. When are you going to divorce this Caspi person?â
âIâm not going to.â
âWhy not?â Jemima said angrily, mockingly. âDo you still love him?â
âWhy do you ask? Do you still want him?â
Jemima gasped. âDo you really believe that?â
âNo, I suppose not,â Vered said without inflection. Jemima, who needed glasses but was too vain to wear them, took a jeweled pair from her purse and set them on her nose. To no avail: the glasses had not been invented that would penetrate Veredâs mask.
âYou know,â she mused, âyouâve turned into a rather terrifying woman. I wouldnât wonder if Caspi were scared to death of you.â
Vered barked a laugh.
âI donât care if you bite my head off, Vered. I want to know: are you still in love with him?â
âI hate him,â she said.
Jemima was too pleased with the tone of this answer to reflect that the one emotion did not preclude the other. âThen for Godâs sake divorce him!â she cried.
âI canât.â
âWhy not? You surely donât lack grounds.â As Jemima leaned toward her, Vered caught a whiff of her fragrance, a green, meadowy scent. âIâm seeing Giora Fliegerman this afternoon.â
âForget it. I already talked to him.â
âYou did? He didnât tell me that.â
âThat is surprising.â
âDonât be rude. What did he say?â
âHe said what all the others said: that I could get a