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again.
    However, bed rest did not include putting up Christmas decorations, or baking Christmas cookies. Heck, she couldn’t even scrub the floors or really do anything to relieve the boredom of her apartment.
    When the doorbell buzzed, indicating she had a visitor, she crossed over to the intercom system, expecting her coworker from the ED. “Susan? Is that you?”
    “No. It’s Jadon.”
    Alyssa closed her eyes and momentarily rested her forehead on the wall. She’d known Jadon wouldn’t leave her alone for long, especially after she’d turned down a ride with him earlier that morning. She’d seen the flash of hurt in his eyes when she’d agreed to go home with Seth. She’d felt guilty.
    But she wasn’t any more ready to continue their discussion now than she had been earlier in the day.
    Since avoiding him hadn’t worked, she pushed the button to release the door lock of the apartment. In moments he knocked on her door.
    She ran her fingers through her hair and opened it, all too aware of how awful she looked wearing maternity sweats. Not that she should care.
    But she did.
    “Alyssa, are you supposed to be up off the sofa?” he asked, his brow furrowed with concern as he shut the door behind him.
    She suppressed a sigh, telling herself it was natural he was worried about the babies. They were his babies, too.
    “Yes, I can make simple meals for myself, walk tothe bathroom and back. I’m to keep a log of any contractions I have and to call Dr. Rayborn if they become at all regular or sustained.”
    Jadon nodded and thrust his hands deep into his pockets. “I’m glad. Kim seems like a great doctor.”
    “Yes, she is.” Alyssa made her way back to the sofa. “Help yourself if you want something to drink.”
    “I’m fine.” Jadon followed her into the living room, taking a seat on the chair across from her. If he noticed her pathetic little Christmas tree, he didn’t say anything. “Alyssa, I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have left all those months ago without saying anything. Give me a chance to explain.”
    She swallowed hard and shook her head. “Jadon, if this story involves some other woman, like an ex-wife, a fiancée or a girlfriend, I really don’t want to hear the gory details.”
    “What?” His startled expression would have been comical if she hadn’t felt so sick to her stomach to be having this confrontation. “Is that really what you think? That I left you for some other woman?”
    She rubbed a hand over her stomach, hoping she could calm the babies, sheltering them from her tension. “What was I supposed to think? Why else would you leave without a word?”
    “There isn’t another woman, Alyssa. Not now, or during the time we were together.” His low tone and the seriousness in his gaze made it difficult to doubt him. “But you’re right, I haven’t been entirely truthful with you. About my past.”
    She licked suddenly dry lips, suspecting she wasn’t going to like this. “To be fair, Jadon, neither one of ustalked much about our pasts.” Their physical attraction had overridden most of the normal let’s-get-to-know-each-other small talk.
    “Alyssa, I left Cedar Bluff a few months ago because of a family crisis.”
    “A family crisis? One of your parents?” she asked in concern, remembering the few sketchy details they’d shared about their backgrounds.
    Slowly he shook his head, letting out a heavy sigh. “They’re fine, well, sort of, but that wasn’t the problem. It was my brother who needed help. I know this isn’t fair, but I’d rather not go into all the details right now because it’s complicated.”
    “Complicated,” she repeated, trying not to feel hurt. She tried to tell herself that whatever had happened wasn’t her business, but it was difficult. “I guess I can understand.” Even though she really didn’t. Then again, she shouldn’t be surprised. Jadon had always tried to keep his distance from her emotionally. This was just another