morning.
David didnât call for two weeks. Ilana thought sheâd lost him, deservedly. To avoid thinking about what had happened she brooded over the consequences: the very real possibility that she had damaged herself professionally. By involving David in a public scene which might easily have become a scandal, she had violated the strictest canons of her trade. The men she went with were serious men, solid, wealthy businessmen, not playboys who thrived on scandal. If David was harmed and word got about Ilana could find herself facing a career crisis.
Davidâs belated but loving call, which should have relieved Ilanaâs anxiety, only exacerbated it by eliminating the cause without eliminating the effects. She knew her body as well as any athlete could, and knew now that it wasnât right. Moreover, the symptoms gave cause to suspect that this particular not-rightness was of a female order.
She waited a few more days, then called her doctor.
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Chapter Three
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âI am shocked,â said Caspi. âI am appalled. I always believed that for all your manifold faults you retained a modicum of style, if not decency. Suddenly I see that I am married to a stranger.â
âThen you are beginning to see the light.â Â
âBut no, what am I saying? No stranger would behave as you did. No stranger would deliberately set out to embarrass me in public, making a fool of herself in the process. I donât know how youâre going to face the world after this, Vered. Everybodyâs laughing at you.â
âAt me?â she asked. âDo you think so?â Â
âYou bitch.â
They sat at the kitchen counter, at right angles to one another. Caspi was dressed to go out; Vered wore a kimono over pajamas. They had an oblique way of talking, avoiding names and direct glances. Caspi harangued; Vered analyzed. âAnywayââshe shruggedâ âyouâre exaggerating, as usual. You talk as if Iâd stripped naked and strolled down Dizengoff, instead of just sitting for an hour in Nevo.â
âOn a Friday afternoon, when you knew damn well Iâd be there with Dory. Thatâs exactly what you did: stripped naked for all the world to sneer.â
âThen itâs strange that of the two of us, youâre the one who feels humiliated.â
Caspi jumped up and threw his cup into the sink. It shattered. At the door he turned back. âIf you think you will goad me into giving you a divorce, youâre out of your mind. It will never happen.â He pulled open the door and stumbled into Jemima. âDamn you, woman, have you been listening at keyholes?â
âNo need for that, Caspi. I could hear you down the block. Good morning, Vered.â
âGood morning, Mother.â
âIf Iâd known you were coming, Jemima, Iâd have left an hour ago. As long as youâre here, you might as well give your daughter a few lessons in decorum. Sheâs just made a laughingstock of herself.â
âHow very trying for you, model of decorum that you are.â
âGive little whatâs-her-name my best regards,â Vered called. Caspi slammed the door behind him.
âCoffee, Mother?â Vered said.
âThank you.â Jemima took Caspiâs place at the counter, crossing one elegant leg over the other. She wore a crisply tailored pearl-gray linen suit of her own design; her blond hair was gathered in a loose bun at the nape of her neck. While Vered silently cleaned up broken glass, Jemima cast a bleak eye about the room, pausing on the back of Veredâs kimono and the proud set of the neck rising above it.
âWhereâs Daniel?â she asked.
âPlaying at a friendâs.â Vered prepared the percolator, set out the cups.
âI seem to have come at an inconvenient moment.â
âIt makes no difference.â
âAre you wise to antagonize him?â
âNo. But