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my stomach down to the hem of my skirt just above my knees, where he started tracing circles on my skin with his thumbs. I wanted his hands higher. He was driving me crazy moving his hand up my legs so slowly, I had to show him I wanted more. I wrapped my legs around his waist and used them to pull his body closer to me, I gasped as I felt how hard he was against me; a shiver ran through my body again and my hands automatically went to his belt.
    I felt his thumb brush over the lace of my panties and he gasped. “Oh God, Liv, you’re-” He cut off his words as he crashed his lips to mine again; his thumb continuing to brush over my opening through the material. I gripped my hand on the buckle of his belt trying to pull him closer again; he groaned against my lips as I pulled the strap through the metal releasing its hold on his trousers. My fingers made quick work of his button and zip, his trousers only being held up by my legs wrapped around him.
    Jamie moved his thumb to the edge of my panties , pulling the material over to the side. I was aching for what he was about to do. Touch me! Oh God, touch me, please! But a small corner of my mind didn’t want that. For one thing, I didn’t want our first time, my first time even, to be in a classroom, me still in my stupid school uniform. Two, after everything I went through when I was younger, my stomach churned; fear rose up in my chest. It all suddenly felt wrong. “ Stop! ” I cried out without even realising the word was on its way up my throat. I jerked away from him, my body immediately mourning the loss of his touch. Oh God… Now what? “We can’t do this… not here” I said firmly standing my ground, taking a deep breath to calm myself.
    “ Do you want to go somewhere else?” He asked, sounding hopeful as he removed his hands from under my skirt to run them over my body again and continued kissing me on my neck, moans escaping me as he dipped his tongue into the hollow at the base of my throat.
    “ No.” He looked up at me confused again and even more hurt this time. “I just mean not now, I should be home now. We’re going to end up getting locked in here soon” My detention ended fifteen minutes ago, we had just been kissing for over half an hour! How is that even possible? It felt like seconds. “I need to go home.”
    “ I’m sorry, I- I…” His hurt expression pained my heart.
    “ Shh… Don’t apologise for doing what I wanted you to do, please . I just need to get home. I planned with Lily to study with her tonight.” I ran my fingers over his face and gave him a reassuring smile.
    “ Ok, want me to take you?” he gave me a small hopeful smile back and I nodded.
    “ If you don’t mind?” he ran his fingers through my hair one last time and gave me a small soft kiss. I giggled nervously and apologised as I watched him refasten his trousers, the hard lump still evident beneath the zip. I blushed as he rearranged himself to make it less obvious. We both gathered our things and headed out to his car in silence, I tried not to laugh as he placed his jacket over his arm and carried it in front of him.
    I kept sneaking small glances up at him through my eyelashes as we walked through the corridors; I blushed scarlet when I glanced up again and he was looking right back at me. He winked and the edge of his lip curled up as he smiled. I couldn ’t believe what we had just done and he’d said he’d been waiting to do it too; but for how long? I wondered. Jamie unlocked the car and held my door open for me like the day before.
    Once we were ready to go , he drove out of school and rested his hand on my knee; I wrapped one hand around his arm and placed my other hand on top of his. His fingers gently traced circles on the inside of my leg. I wanted to press them together and open them wide at the same time.
    “ Do you think maybe I could get your number?” He asked, glancing sideways at me
    “ Is that wise?”
    “ Probably not.” he