left me as I landed my hands on the front of his shirt grabbing two handfuls of the material to pull his body closer to me; his hands left my hair as he began to run them down my back , his fingers splayed over the soft cotton of my white shirt, pulling me in to him. Jamie started to stand pulling me up with him so our desperate kiss wouldn’t be broken. I let go of his shirt and flattened my hands on his chest running them up towards his neck; I wanted my hands in his hair, I’d always wanted to know how it felt and I wasn’t disappointed. I wound my fingers in to the dark, subtle waves brushing it out of his eyes. He had the softest hair I’d ever felt, slipping easily through my fingers as I ran them back to his neck.
He broke out of our kiss to trail kisses across my cheek to my ear , sucking the lobe between his lips; his teeth grazed over the sensitive flesh. “You don’t know how long I’ve waited to do that” he whispered breathlessly to me, his voice sounding coarse and laboured. I shivered in his arms as his breath blew over my ear, left damp from his mouth.
He carried on trailing small kisses to that sweet spot underneath my ear on my neck making me moan softly in his ear , he groaned in response and ran his fingers down to my waist to pull me even closer to him. With our bodies pressed together I could feel how excited he was; I pushed myself tighter against him dying to feel him closer to my body. His fingers felt like they were trailing fire wherever they went, as they moved to my rear to gently squeeze; it didn’t feel enough, I needed more… I wanted all of him right then.
My senses fought against me to return. We couldn ’t, we shouldn’t. His hands kept moving, stoking the fire coursing through my veins, up and around to my stomach where he was tracing circles with his thumbs. His hands on me were driving me crazy and almost made me forget that we needed to stop.
“ Jamie” I tried to say it normally to get his attention but my voice came out as a breathy whisper. I felt him smile against my neck.
“ That sounds so good.” He sighed, his breath sending shivers down my spine again; he groaned as he felt them ripple through me.
“ Jamie…” He sighed louder, sounding content. “We can’t”
“ Shhh” he crashed his lips to mine again silencing me but I was too worried to carry on.
“ No, Jamie we can’t, we shouldn’t be doing this.” I said as I pushed against his chest to move him back slightly.
“ What? I- I thought you… wanted to? I thought you liked me.” He looked at me with an expression filled with confusion, hurt and fear and tried to step back from me. No! I gripped the front of his shirt again to stop him pulling away further.
“ Wait, I do like you! You don’t even know how long I’ve waited to do that either! Probably longer than you think!” I blushed and looked down to the floor “but we can’t. We shouldn’t. I mean what if someone walked in and saw? I’d be suspended and you would probably be fired.” Why am I being so calm and collected about this? He could be standing here naked right now, so could I for that matter.
“ No one will come in and right now I don’t care even if they do. Nothing can part these lips from mine.” His hands went to my hair again as he leaned in for another kiss.
“ How do- you know? Someone- could just- decide to- come in.” I mumbled against his lips between kisses.
“ The door’s locked.” I quickly glanced towards the door to see his keys hanging from the lock and wondered when he’d done that… and why ? Excitement bubbled in the pit of my stomach. He pressed me up against the desk that moments ago I’d been working at; I swiped behind me to clear it, the book and notepad landing with a thud on the floor so that I could pull myself up on the top and pulled Jamie closer to me again.
I kissed under his ear and led a trail of kisses along his jaw back up to his mouth. His hands worked their way from