Chosenâthe captives who, like the two of them, had been raised at The Farm. Everything he knew of vampires had been taught to him by the keepers. And he didnât trust themâhe never had. But as he thought it over, he wondered. If amnesia was a common aftereffect of being made over, that would explain why heâd never heard from James in all this time. Maybe his brother didnât remember him.
âBut then, why all the training and education? Why teach us things weâre only going to forget?â he muttered.
âWhat are you talking about?â
He snapped his gaze back to hers, aware heâd journeyed deeply into his own mind. âNothing,â he said. âJustâ¦thinking aloud.â
âOh.â She stiffened her spine. âThatâs not the onlyâ¦flash of memory Iâve had,â she told him.
He looked at her and tried not to show her that the revelation startled him a bit. Hell, it wasnât as if he honestly wished her memory were gone forever. He just needed some timeâto figure things out.
âIâ¦remember kissingâor being kissed byâa man.â She blinked, but didnât avert her eyes from his. âIt felt like you.â
âBut weâve only just met,â he told her.
âHave we?â
Clearing his throat, he got to his feet, feeling fidgety. âI need to go back to the stable. I was on my way to tend the horses when I found you.â
She nodded, then turned her back to him and walked toward the fireplace, leaning one hand on the mantel, lowering her head so that her hair fell as suddenly as a curtain falling across a stage. It was as if she were already alone in the room.
âYou can come with me, if you like.â
Without moving at all, she said, âIâll stay, if you donât mind. I have a lot toâ¦process.â
âAll right.â He started for the door, then paused, because he hadnât covered half what he needed to. And he wasnât certain how he could, not without revealing everything, something he wasnât confident enough of her motives to do yet. âLilith, that car you encounteredâthe Escalade. Are you sure it didnât follow you here?â
âIâm sure.â
Two words. He hoped she meant them. âIf you need meâ¦â he began.
âIâll open the door and shout.â
No need. Justâ¦shout at me with your mind. Iâll hear you.
Her head rose slowly, and she turned toward him, blinking in surprise. âYou will?â
Now that she was looking at him, she would know for sure he wasnât speaking aloud. This was a skill she needed, and one of the easiest to masterâover short distances, at least, and with a willing partner.
Itâs one of the benefits of beingâ¦what we are, Lilith. He spoke to her clearly, without saying a word, and as she watched, her eyes sharpened with interest. One of many, he added. Itâs not a bad thing, being immortal. Not at all.
As he watched her closely, she closed her eyes, and then he heard her thinking, But we arenât really immortal, are we?
He smiled. âIt depends on how we define the word, I suppose,â he said aloud. âTake care around the fire.â
She smiled, apparently pleased that heâd heard and answered her question. That she could speak to him with no more than a thought. He actually thought there might have a been a glimmer of the old light in her eyes.
âThank you for taking me in, Ethan.â
âYouâre very welcome,â he said. And he meant it.
Because, after all, Lilith was the only thing about The Farm that heâd regretted leaving behind. Heâd thought of her so much that heâd been unable to keep himself from buying the Waterhouse print when heâd seen it. Because it reminded him of her. Of Lilith. Sheâd been nineteenwhen heâd left, and already notorious. Everyone knew who she was.
She was the