four-star hotels for us.
Not that they had those where we were headed, anyway.
My parents came out to tell us good-bye. Luke said we were going to Virginia to inspire the muse, and they asked no follow-up questions, which was typical. Sunshineâs parents put up more of a fight, one with quotes and big words and bookish hues, which was also typical.
Sam: âSunshine, peanut, you are unaccustomed to traversing the wider world unaccompanied. While travel is fatal to prejudice, bigotry, and narrow-mindedness, as the wise man Twain once said, I still believe you are too young to go romping about in foreign places by yourself.â
Sunshine: âDad, you are being very condescending.â
Cassie: â
Nuns fret not at their conventâs narrow room, and hermits are contented with their cells.
William Wordsworth. A brilliant man.â
Sunshine (batting her sleepy eyes): âMom, I donât even know where to start with that one.â
A pause.
Sunshine:
âTwo roads diverged in a wood and I, I took the road less traveled by. And that has made all the difference.â
Sam, to Cassie: âWeâve created a monster.â
Sunshine sealed the deal by telling them the road trip was for âpersonal edification about the Civil Warâ and they backed right down. Sunshine had never been very scholarly, but her parents were both librarians and readers and knowledge-seekers, and she knew how to hit them where it counted.
Jack was still sulking in his room. We werenât letting him come with. I wasnât going to put him within a hundred miles of Brodie, or anything that sounded like it could be Brodie. Not on my life. But at the last minute he ran down the steps of Citizen Kane and threw himself into my arms in a giant bear hug.
I was going to miss the kid, damn it.
Luke tried to take the front seat, but Sunshine made him get in the back with her. So I got to be up with Neely. I waved good-bye to Jack and my parents and the snow-covered fountain girls and the frostbitten Citizen Kane. The wheels beneath me crunched over snow and gravel. We turned out of the driveway, and it began.
River, Iâm leaving the sea. Can you even picture me without the ocean nearby? Weâre going to Virginia. Maybe youâre there right now. Maybe youâre glowing up all of Innâs End even though you promised not to. Weâll find you in a cemetery, making a group of kids see dragons or witches or madmen, and then Neely and you will get into a fight and then me and you will get into a fight . . . But then weâll both forgive you because we always do. Youâll make espresso and tell me some lie about how you own an island in the middle of the ocean where children run wild and live on nothing but coffee beans and Iâll half believe you and then youâll lean over and kiss my neck and I wonât care about anything anymore.
We listened to Billie Holiday and Skip James and Robert Johnson and Elizabeth Cotten and Mississippi John Hurt, and the white snow and brown, bony trees went on and on.
When we started curving away from the coast, I felt it. The tug that meant I was leaving the sea behind.
Freddie took Luke and me on a trip to Montreal when I was little. She went to visit an old friend and we were taken along to âexperience some culture.â I remember feeling the tug back then too, when we started going inward . . . like the moon pulling in the tides. If youâre born near the sea, youâre bound to it for life, I guess.
We stopped in a couple of quiet small towns to stretch our legs. We ate lunch sitting on the freshly shoveled steps of a small white church in some quaint Connecticut town. The sun was shining and it wasnât as cold as it could have beenâit was warmer away from the ocean. Iâd packed a lot of food in the large wicker picnic basket. Butter and radish sandwiches, and olives, and Gouda, and dark chocolate, and apples and
Jean-Claude Izzo, Howard Curtis