working on his laptop, which placates me. He says heâs, âMucking around with the website for the gîte,â and doesnât comment that Iâm late and so I donât mention the rally. As I lower myself into the hot bath, though, I wonder why this is, and decide that if not mentioning the rally seems like omission, mentioning the rally but not mentioning Ricardo would seem like a lie.
But once Iâm warm and dressed, I return to the lounge and sit next to Tom so that our thighs touch. It would be the first thing I ever purposely failed to tell him and so I decide against it. âI met a really nice
pompier
today,â I say. âThere was a rally and I was stuck and I spent a while chatting to him. Straight but dead sexy.â
Tom murmurs an, âUhuh,â but continues looking at the TV.
I stare at him and wait for a reaction, and then when none comes, I laugh at the anti-climax. Honesty is the easy option after all.
âWhat are you laughing at?â he asks.
I shrug. âNothing,â I say. âJust being silly⦠Howâs the web site going?â
Tom shrugs and glances at the screen. âI need new photos,â he says. âDid you take any?â
âShit,â I mutter. âI forgot. I took the camera as well.â
âOh Mark!â Tom whines.
âIâm sorry,â I say. âI was kind of distracted â what with the snow and the fact that the place was allclosed up, and the rally. To be honest, it looked a bit cold and desolate. Iâm not sure it would be that good for sales anyway.â
âYou still could have taken a
couple,â
Tom says, glancing at the TV, then at the laptop, and then finally at me.
âWell, if I had remembered, I
would
have,â I say. âYou could have come and taken some yourself,â I point out.
âI canât do everything,â Tom counters. âI canât do that and this.â He flourishes a hand before the screen.
I sigh and realise that weâre at one of those crossroads â pointless conflict or not pointless conflict â I choose the high road. âYeah, well, never mind, eh?â I say, running a hand across his back. âWe can go up together another day and take some photos. Maybe even stay a night if she opens the place up.â
Tom clicks and adds a drop-shadow to the
Le Gîte
logo heâs working on on-screen. âNot bad huh?â he says.
I nod. âYeah, itâs good,â I agree. âLooks like a TV thing, you know,
Chaos at the Castle
or something.â
Tom smiles. âYeah,â he says. âI bet it will be too. You and me trying to run a gîte.â
âYou must come and see the place though Tom,â I insist. âWhile thereâs snow. Itâs a bit bleak. It makes you realise just how isolated the place really is.â
Tom pauses, saves his work-in-progress and then looks sideways at me, his brow wrinkled. âSo what are you saying? Are you having doubts?â
I shake my head. âNo, not at all,â I say. âI just think, well,
you
need to see it â to be prepared.â
Tom stares into my eyes, seemingly deep in thought. For a moment I think heâs going to say something important. But then he just shrugs and turns back to the TV. âIf the holdup on the sale goes on much longer, Iâll probably go back to the UKanyway,â he says lightly.
âYou got stuff to do?â I ask.
Tom shakes his head but still doesnât look at me. His sudden interest in the TV strikes me as suspicious. âNo, not really,â he says. âBut I might as well get some temp work, get some money coming in. And I kind of miss the nightlife.â
I remove my hand and sit back on the sofa, a separate being again. âI thought you meant just for, you know, a visit,â I say. âFor a few
days
. How long are you thinking of going for?â
Tom shrugs. âHow long is a
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