through the kitten,as though it were a conduit between the world around him and another, better one.
Crap. He was really losing it.
âAre you hungry?â Ashley asked, as though he were any ordinary guest.
A gnawing in the pit of Jackâs stomach told him he wasâfor the first time since heâd come down with the mysterious plague. âYeah,â he ground out, further weakened by the sight of Ashley. Even in jeans and the flannel shirt heâd left behind, with her light hair springing from its normally tidy braid, she looked like a goddess. âI think I am.â
She approached the bedâcautiously, it seemed to Jack, and little wonder, after some of the acrobatics theyâd managed in the one down the hall before he leftâand set the tray down on the nightstand.
âCan you feed yourself?â she asked, keeping her distance. Her tone was formal, almost prim.
Jack gave an inelegant snort at that, then realized, to his mortification, that he probably couldnât. Earlier, heâd made it to the adjoining bathroom and back, but the effort had exhausted him. âYes,â he fibbed.
She tilted her head to one side, skeptical. A smile flittered around her mouth, but didnât come in for a landing. âYour eyes widen a little when you lie,â she commented.
He sure hoped certain members of various drug and gunrunning cartels didnât know that. âOh,â he said.
Ashley dragged a fussy-looking chair over and sat down. With a little sigh, she took a spoon off the tray and plunged it into a bright-blue crockery bowl. âOpen up,â she told him.
Jack resisted briefly, pressing his lips togetherâhe still had some pride, after allâbut his stomach betrayedhim with a long and perfectly audible rumble. He opened his mouth.
The fragrant substance turned out to be chicken soup, with wild rice and chopped celery and a few other things he couldnât identify. It was so good that, if heâd been able to, heâd have grabbed the bowl with both hands and downed the stuff in a few gulps.
âSlow down,â Ashley said. Her eyes had softened a little, but her body remained rigid. âThereâs plenty more soup simmering on the stove.â
Like the kitten, the soup seemed to possess some sort of quantum-level healing power. Jack felt faint tendrils of strength stirring inside him, like the tender roots of a plant splitting through a seed husk, groping tentatively toward the sun.
Once heâd finished the soup, sleep began to pull him downward again, toward oblivion. There was something different about the feeling this time; rather than an urge to struggle against it, as before, it was more an impulse to give himself up to the darkness, settle into it like a waiting embrace.
Something soft brushed his cheek. Ashleyâs fingertips? Or the mutant kitten?
âJack,â Ashley said.
With an effort, he opened his eyes.
Tears glimmered along Ashleyâs lashes. âAre you going to die?â she asked.
Jack considered his answer for a few moments; not easy, with his brain short-circuiting. According to the doctors at Walter Reed, his prognosis wasnât the best. Theyâd admitted that theyâd never seen the toxin before, and their plan was to ship him off to some secret government research facility for further study.
Which was one of the reasons heâd bolted, conneda series of friends into springing him and then relaying him cross-country in various planes and helicopters.
He found Ashleyâs hand, squeezed it with his own. âNot if I can help it,â he murmured, just before sleep sucked him under again.
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Their brief conversation echoed in Ashleyâs head, over and over, as she sat there watching Jack sleep until the room was so dark she couldnât see anything but the faintest outline of him, etched against the sheets.
Are you going to die?
Not if I can help it.
Ashley overcame the