âThatâs over,â she said.
Brad let his hands fall to his sides, his eyes serious now. âRight,â he replied. âWhich room?â
Ashley told him, and he left the kitchen, the inside door swinging behind him long after heâd passed through it.
She kept herself busy by taking mugs down from the cupboard, filling Mrs. Wigginsâs dish with kibble the size of barley grains, switching on the radio and then switching it off again.
The kitten crunched away at the kibble, thenclimbed onto its newly purchased bed in the corner near the fireplace, turned in circles for a few moments, kneaded the fabric, and dropped like the proverbial rock.
After several minutes had passed, Ashley heard Bradâs boot heels on the staircase, and poured coffee for her brother; she was drinking herbal tea.
As if there were a hope in hell sheâd sleep a wink that night by avoiding caffeine.
Brad reached for his mug, took a thoughtful sip.
âWell?â Ashley prompted.
âIâm not a doctor, Ash,â he said. âAll I can tell you for sure is, heâs breathing.â
â Thatâs helpful,â Ashley said.
He chuckled, and the sound, though rueful, consoled her a little. He turned one of the chairs around backward, and straddled it, setting his mug on the table.
âWhy do men like to sit like that?â Ashley wondered aloud.
He grinned. âYouâve been alone too long,â he answered.
Ashley blushed, brought her tea to the table and sat down. âWhat am I going to do?â she asked.
Brad inclined his head toward the ceiling. âAbout McCall? Thatâs up to you, sis. If you want him out of here, I can have him airlifted to Flagstaff within a couple hours.â
This was no idle boast. Even though heâd retired from the country-music scene several years before, at least as far as concert tours went, Brad still wrote and recorded songs, and he could have stacked his royalty checks like so much cordwood. On top of that, Meg was a McKettrick, a multimillionaire in her own right. One phone call from either one of them, and a sleek jetwould be landing outside of town in no time at all, fully equipped and staffed with doctors and nurses.
Ashley bit her lower lip. God knew why, but Jack wanted to stay at her place, and heâd gone through a lot to get there. As impractical as it was, given his condition, she didnât think she could turn him out.
Brad must have read her face. He reached out, took her hand. âYou still love the bastard,â he said. âDonât you?â
âI donât know,â she answered miserably. Sheâd definitely loved the man sheâd known before, but this was a new Jack, a different Jack. The real one, she supposed. It shook her to realize sheâd given her heart to an illusion.
âItâs okay, Ashley.â
She shook her head, started to cry again. âNothing is okay,â she argued.
âWe can make it that way,â Brad offered quietly. âAll we have to do is talk.â
She dried her eyes on the sleeve of Jackâs old shirt. It seemed ironic, given all the things hanging in her closet, that sheâd chosen to wear that particular garment when sheâd gotten dressed that morning. Had some part of her known, somehow, that Jack was coming home?
Brad was waiting for an answer, and he wouldnât break eye contact until he got one.
Ashley swallowed hard. âOur mother died,â she said, cornered. âOur mother . And you and Olivia and Melissa all seemedârelieved.â
A muscle in Bradâs jaw tightened, relaxed again. He sighed and shoved a hand through his hair. âI guess I was relieved,â he admitted. âThey said she didnât suffer, but I always wonderedââ He paused, cleared his throat. âI wondered if she was in there somewhere, hurting, with no way to ask for help.â
Ashleyâs heart gave one hard beat,