âWasnât there an Aaron?â And a few yards south again. This one was harder, for some reason. His horror and panic had short-circuited his brain while he was dying. âI think this is Tyler,â I said. And then I went to the southernmost grave of all, and I knew it was the oldest, somehow. The vibrations it gave off were just a bit weaker. âThis is the first one,â I told the sheriff, who was keeping pace with us. That wasnât hard, because I was moving very slowly by now, and I was shaking all over. âHis name wasâ¦â I shook my head slightly, tried to focus more intently. âHis name was James something,â I said. âJames Ray, James Roy, James Robert. Iâm notâ¦I canât tell his last name. Oh, Tolliver, get me out of here.â There was one more, a boy named Hunter. I could barely stand by the time I had him pinpointed. Heâd died of hypothermia. He must have been one of the November abductions.
âCan I take my sister back into town? She needs to lie down,â Tolliver said.
âNope,â Sandra Rockwell, her jaw clicking shut with a snap. âNot until we check this out.â If I was lying, Sandra Rockwell wanted me on hand when she discovered the lie. âYou got any advice on which place to check first?â she asked.
I shook my head. âAny of the places we stuck a flag,â I said.
Twyla had retreated to the Cadillac. I was glad I couldnât tell what live people were thinking, because imagining how she felt couldnât hold a candle to her actual misery. When Tolliver and I climbed in the back seat, she was kind enough to turn the car on so the heater would warm us. For what seemed like a long time, we just huddled there in the car. Not a word was spoken. My head seemed full of a white noise, and I couldnât think about anything. Iâd seen horrors.
I didnât turn my head to watch what went on in the old homesite, but Twyla did. Finally, she said, âTheyâve dug about two feet down, now. It sure is a sloppy day for it. I hope Dave and Harry donât catch a cold. Much less Sandra.â
I thought, I would have been glad to wait for better weather, but I didnât say anything.
It was my first mass murder.
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A little before eleven oâclock Dave and Harry, the two deputies, uncovered the first bones.
There was a pause, a palpable pause. The three law officers fell still around the hole that had finally gotten deep enough.
Iâd been leaning back. I straightened. Tolliverâs head rotated, and so did Twylaâs.
âMy grandson?â she asked. Iâd been expecting the question.
âNo,â I said. âThey picked the northernmost burial to start at. Iâm so sorry. Your grandson is there, Twyla, at the first flag we put in. I wish I could make it better. I wish he wasnât out there.â I didnât know how else to put it.
âYou canât be sure.â Her voice was hesitant. I hadnât known Twyla Cotton more than a couple of hours, but I knew that that wasnât her normal attitude.
âNo, of course.â I was sure, though. This strange skill is all I have, really. That, and Tolliver, and my two half sisters. So Iâm careful of my skill, and I never say anything unless Iâm sure. The boy Iâd seen in the upslope grave was the same boy in the pictures at Twyla Cottonâs house.
âHowâ¦how did these boys die?â
That was the question Iâd been dreading.
âI really canâtâ¦â I couldnât finish the sentence. âI really canât,â I said, making it declarative.
Tolliver winced and looked away at the ribbon of road traveling up and around the bend. It didnât take much imagination to know he wished he were traveling that road, getting away from this place. I wished I were, too. I was sick with horror. I had seen so much death Iâd thought I was impervious to