to share that kind of thing. The talent shows on television were too terrifying to consider participating in, and all but one of the competitions sheâd been in seemed insignificant by comparison. She shook her head at the direction of her thoughts. Here she was with a gorgeous, sweet man, and all she could think about was her list.
Derek left her for a moment to give his name to the hostess and a few minutes later she called them and guided them through the dimly lit space. Every table sat in its own alcove, making the setting very romantic. A flickering fire in the oversize stone fireplace against the far wall created dancing shadows. Glass tinkled and soft music filtered through the speakers.
âWill this work?â the hostess asked.
âItâs fine. Thanks,â Derek said as he sat and accepted the one-sided paper menus from the hostess before she walked away. âThey donât have much to choose from.â
âThat means what they do have will be extra delicious since they arenât trying to make too many things.â
âThatâs a nice way to look at it.â He laid the paper on the table. âTell me about yourself, Kayla. Every time I see you, you surprise me.â
She blinked rapidly. âReally? How so?â
âFor example, the first time we met, you seemedâ¦frazzled and a little irritated.â
Her cheeks heated. âOh. Youâre way more observant than I realized. I was frazzled and irritated. It was the day before my least favorite day of the year, and I was anxious for your delivery.â
âLeast favorite day? You mean you donât like Valentineâs Day? Why?â
She rolled her eyes. âWhere do I start?â
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Derek sat back and crossed his legs at his ankles. Heâd definitely touched on a hot topic with Kayla. Heâd never seen her so animated.
âI know it seems crazy for someone who owns a florist shop to hate one of our busiest holidays, but really, why do we have to have a special day to show someone we love them? Shouldnât we be doing that all the time? And what about those people who donât have a special someone? Itâs depressing! On top of that, expectations are so high for a day like Valentineâs that we set ourselves up for disappointment.â
âWait a minute. You keep saying we . Did you have a bad Valentineâs experience?â
She reached for the water goblet the hostess had delivered during her tirade. âLetâs just say Iâve been disappointed.â
âOkay. Why else donât you like the day?â He couldnât help asking. Her sparkling eyes as she spoke were fun to watch, as was the animation on her face.
âItâs a holiday designed to keep card stores, chocolate companies and florists in business. Itâs consumerism at its finest.â
âOkay, but it encourages people to be selfless and give to someone else. Itâs not like they are going out and buying themselves things. People are trying to show love.â
She bit her bottom lip, and stillness came over her as she rested her hands on the table. âYes, but what about those men or women who donât care about the day? Their spouse or significant other feels hurt every year when the holiday goes by unacknowledged. My dad never did anything for my mom on Valentineâs, and I felt horrible for her every year. Mom put on a brave front and said they didnât âdoâ the silly holiday, but I saw the hopeful look in her eyes every year. I know she was wishing for flowers just once. Even though they didnât âcelebrateâ Valentineâs, Mom always cooked an extra-special meal. My dad didnât have a clue, and it really hurt to watch.â
âWhereâs he now?â
âHe died several years ago.â
He reached across the table and rested his hand on hers and waited until she raised her gaze to meet his. âIâm sorry. What