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right, we shouldn't do this. This was a bad idea, I must've just had too much to drink." I know that seemed harsh to say I was only here because I had too much to drink, but in a way maybe it was true, I just had too much to drink and got carried away. "You don't have to leave." After what just happened, leaving was exactly what I needed to do.
    My heart was racing and I felt panicked and ashamed at the same time. What have I done? Running down the hallway while managing to pull my dress back on and get down the stairs and out the door, here I am walking down the street with my shoes in my hand. I take a deep breath. Almost to my house, I think, this is seriously the complete definition of, the walk of shame, and I was beyond embarrassed, I was mortified and angry. Angry at myself, I sneak through my house to keep Kayla from knowing I was home. I didn't want to explain, I couldn't explain. Going straight to my room, I shut the door quietly behind me and go right to my bed to sit down. Sitting there I hold my head in my hands, I know the only one to blame here was myself. I initiated the kiss, I let the alcohol get the best of me, I agreed to leave with him and willingly let him get me to his bed. Seeing him was inevitable, as much as I want to avoid him, I knew we would see each other again. I just hope we can both pretend this night never happened. I go to my closet to change into some comfortable clothes and then right back to my bed. Laying there in bed, my mind is racing, but somehow through my thoughts, I managed to fall into a deep sleep.
     
    Chapter Six
    I woke up to Kayla jumping on my bed wanting every detail of my night, but I knew I could never tell her at least not until I was certain of what happened. I keep finding myself so lost in the moment when I'm with him and I know I should avoid him, but if I do that, I'll be leading him to believe I felt something I don't feel. I told Kayla we just danced all night and he brought me home, the rest I will just keep to myself and hopefully he does the same.

Even though it's almost noon, I make Kayla and I a big breakfast, pancakes, bacon, and some eggs. Kayla told me very little about her night with Cameron, but I'm assuming it went much better than my night with Jason since she has been smiling at her phone all morning. As much as I want all of the details, I don't ask in hopes to avoid her asking for more from me, so not knowing is fine with me.

We eat breakfast and both go upstairs to shower and prepare ourselves for another eventful day together. Since we decided to spend the day on the boardwalk at Venice beach, we both throw on our bikinis, shorts, and flip flops and head out the door. Kayla drove which was fine with me since I was still struggling with a bit of a headache, I love going out, but I don't love the hangovers that follow.
    We finally get there and Kayla immediately finds a good place to park, little did I know, Kayla had invited Cameron who just happened to be standing there with Jason just as we are parking the car. I wondered how she seemed to know just where to park. "Thanks for telling me they wee going to be here." I say sarcastically. I really hope Jason follows my lead and acts as if nothing happened. "Oh Katie, it will be fun." We grab our bags and get out of the car. I can tell from the way he's looking at me as we walk over to them that he's thinking about last night, but I just keep my composure and try to act casual.
    As we walk down the boardwalk surrounded by music and people dancing enjoying the day, I can feel him staring at me, like he's looking for some sign as to what I'm feeling, but I've managed to stick to acting like nothing happened. To kill the awkward silence and staring I try to start up conversation. "You guys want to get a spot on the beach so us girls can work on our tans and hopefully relax away this hangover." They must've got my humor because they were all smiling at me. "Yea. Let's go. You know I could use a tan."