than Barry, was a merry young man with a lopsided smile. His unfailing
good nature had already made him popular with the rest of the column.
As the pair strode along he asked, âDâye play much football, Seventeen?â
âSome. You?â
âSenior for Monaghan,â OâHanlon said proudly. âWe were almost unbeatable last year.â
âGood on you. Actually Iâm more of a hurling man myself.â
Feargal glanced sideways at his companion. âYou have that look about you. Clever and quick for such a tall fellow. But â¦â
âBut what?â
âTo tell the truth, you have the oddest ears I ever saw.â
Barry took no offence. âInheritedâem from my father. His ears came to a peak at the top too, or so Iâm told.â
âIs he dead then?â
âHe is dead.â
âIâm sorry,â Feargal murmured. He said no more on the subject. A person never pried into anotherâs grief.
A s a small boy Barry had simply accepted that his father was dead, in the way young children accept everything adults tell them. When he grew old enough to ask questions Ursulaâs replies were unsatisfying. âWhat was my father like?â elicited only, âHe was a good man.â
That was not enough of a description. âDo you have a picture of him?â
âI do not.â
âWell, do I look like him?â
âA little.â
âHow?â
âYou have his ears.â
âWhat else?â Barry persisted. âWhat about his hair?â
âRedder than yours, with less gold in it.â
âWas his name Halloran too?â
The flesh around Ursulaâs eyes tightened. âHis name was Cassidy. Finbar Cassidy.â
âSo youâre Mrs. Cassidy?â
âI was never Mrs. Cassidy.â
âWhy not?â
âI did not choose to marry.â She clamped her mouth shut. There was to be no further discussion.
Barry questioned both Ned and Eileen but could not reconstruct his father from their memories. Neither had ever met Finbar Cassidy. âLeave it be,â Ned had advised. âYour mother will tell you what she wants you to know.â
âShe doesnât want to talk about him.â
âThen you must respect her wishes. Perhaps someday sheâll change her mind.â
B RILLIANT in black and white plumage, a magpie alit on the path of the two Volunteers and strutted along ahead of them, puffed with its own importance. âHello, Mr. Magpie!â Barry called. A lone magpie was said to bring bad luck unless spoken to respectfully.
Feargal snorted. âThatâs just an old piseog. k Youâd best fly away,â he warned the bird, âor youâll be the one with the bad luck. Iâll pluck your feathers for my girlâs hat.â
âYour girl?â
âA little sweetheart back in Monaghan who I see at the dances sometimes. You know how it is, Halloran. One of the show bands comes âround and we all go to the parish hall. Fellows on one side, girls on the other. Lads talking to lads, girls giggling and pretending not to look at us. Us pretending not to look at them. Someday Iâll ask her for a dance, though.â
T REAT all women like you would the Virgin Mary,âthe priests said. But they didnât say how that applied to the thoughts that came to a boy at night in his bed; the thoughts that burned and thrilled ⦠and shamed.
So far Barryâs only experience of the opposite sex had been with a shopkeeperâs daughter in Ennis, who stood with her back against the wall in a narrow laneway off Parnell Street. Afterwards Barry had wondered, Is that all? Weeks of covert glances and sweating every time he saw her had resulted in a brief explosion
that left his knees trembling, then faded before he could savour it.
The girl had darted anxious glances left and right while she pulled up her knickers. âDo ye love me, Barry? Say