had enough of Auldale. He wanted her, and that desire itself was a reminder of everything he wanted to forget.
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C HAPTER F IVE
S he came every day that week. By Saturday, he looked forward to that moment when the sun was high above, when sheâd appear around the curve of the village path bearing nuncheon and her sketchbook.
He met her halfway across the clearing and reached for the heavy basket and then kept pace with her as they walked back toward the castle.
âI told you, you donât need to bribe me with food.â
âThatâs what you say,â she said with a laugh. âBut I prefer not taking the chance.â
Admittedly, he enjoyed the food. While heâd grown used to his simple fare, he was not immune to the charms of a well-cooked meal.
âI wonder what the innkeeper prepares for Sunday dinner. Do you work on Sundays?â she asked.
âNo. Actually, I go to church and then join my mother for dinner at the manor.â
âJohn, you shock me!â
He stopped in his tracks, just outside the door of the castle. He felt the warm brush of Jasperâs body against his leg as the dog passed him.
âThat I donât work on the Sabbath?â There was merriment in her eyes and he struggled to find the joke.
âThat you are positively sociable on Sundays.â Sociable . The word stayed with him even as she continued talking. âHere I thought you were a misanthropic hermit, and all along, youâre simply an eccentric.â
His shoulders tensed with irritation. âPerhaps Iâm both.â He crossed through the threshold, stalked toward the area of the hall that had become their makeshift dining table, and deposited the basket there. He knew more by scent than by sound that sheâd caught up to him.
Yes. He knew her scent. Heâd likely know it for years, be able to pick her out in the middle of a crowd, even blindfolded.
âI suppose that today being Saturday, sociable isnât in the cards. Shall we settle for roast duck?â
He laughed at that, despite himself. Helped her spread the thick blanket over the cool, time-worn stones.
âActually, I had thought to invite you to join me tomorrow.â
âHad you?â She was smiling at him. As always, that first brilliant flash of teeth, of sparkling eyes, stunned him. âAnd have you stopped thinking?â
He reached for the loaf of bread. She was in one of her teasing moods. Sheâd continue this way for a while, heâd learned. Twisting whatever heâd said until she was bored or satisfied.
âWill you?â he pressed. âI can promise you a meal at an actual table. With chairs, tablecloth, and servants.â
âServants, too?â she quipped. âHow remarkable.â
He sighed. Something had bothered her. He cut a thick slice out of the small truckle of Wensleydale.
âIt sounds lovely, John,â she said finally, not a tremor of humor in her voice. âBut you know I cannot.â
He looked up.
âDonât stare at me as if you donât understand,â she exclaimed. âYou arenât that dense.â
She thought him dense? Heâd been one of the best at Woolwich. Nonetheless, he did at that moment feel like he was missing something.
âIâm an actress . Not a lady . I hardly think your mother wishes to break bread with Lord Alverleyâs former mistress .â
His cheeks burned hot.
He knew, of course, her history, but it was simply part of who Angelina was. His companion in hiding away from the world. In misanthropy and eccentricity. He laughed.
âIt isnât funny.â
âIâm sorry,â he said quickly. âItâs just, I donât think of you that way.â
Her face went still, wiped clean, as if she had donned a mask of Angelina and not the expressive woman heâd come to know.
âI know.â She made it sound like a failing that he didnât.
He dropped
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