Ballina.â
âWhat brought you down here?â
âTo be closer to the heart of the campaign. These days the Belfast IRA consists of little more than one man with a rifleâand that an old Martini Henry. Thereâs the Felonsâ Club, of course, but â¦â
âWhatâs that?â
McCoy smiled. âThe Irish Republican Felonsâ Association, comprised of what you might call retired Volunteers. They have a clubhouse on the Falls Road. A friend of mine, Gerry Adams, Seniorâhe has a young son by the same nameâwas one of the founders. He was shot and wounded by the RUC in forty-two. When the last major release of republican prisoners took place in the north, Gerry and some others decided to organise a place where they could meet and socialise. Talk about old times, tell each other war stories. To thumb their noses at the Brits they named it the Felonsâ Association, turning an insult into something to be proud of.â
Barry grinned. Iâm part of this! he silently congratulated himself. This spirit. These men.
Conversation circled and spiralled while McCoy smoked cigarette after cigarette, listening to his little group talk about old times, tell each other war stories. Watching his charges coalesce
into the band of brothers they must become. Occasionally he threw in a few words of encouragement. âWeâre going to have the Irish Republic yet, lads, donât ever doubt it.â
âI thought weâd been a republic since 1949,â one of the recruits said.
McCoy gave a snort. âDonât you believe it. The Twenty-Six Counties are just the Free State under another name, they donât begin to measure up to the republican ideal. The government down hereâs still run along British lines, aping the British Parliament, with British-style bureaucrats determined to preserve the status quo.â
âThatâs what my mother says,â Barry whispered to the man sitting next to him.
McCoy cleared his throat. âHow much do any of you actually know about republicanism?â
The men glanced self-consciously at one another. The moment lengthened, became uncomfortable. At last Barry spoke up. âMy grandfather went to Saint Endaâs College and studied with Pádraic Pearse, so he knew all about Irish republicanism. He told me it began way back inââ
âDonât be making a show of yourself, Halloran,â one of the veterans interrupted.
Barry was forcibly reminded of one of Ned Halloranâs favourite sayings: âA man never learns anything with his mouth open.â
He said nothing else that evening. But he listenedâavidly. One of the older veterans made a comment he committed to memory: âWars are like women. Theyâre all the same yet every oneâs different.â
When I know enough women I â ll test that theory , Barry promised himself.
A few days later he overheard McCoy remark, âThat Seventeenâs a deep one. Doesnât talk much, but you can tell heâs thinking underneath.â Although it was flattering, the comment made Barry vaguely uncomfortable. It placed him under an obligation to be more serious than he felt.
Because the Army was fun.
The Boys often sang to pass the time. While they were trudging across a ploughed field in County Roscommon, painfully negotiating the cart over the broken earth, a tenor from Cork
led a rendition of âFour Green Fieldsâ that brought a lump to Barryâs throat. My fourth green field will bloom once again, said she.
Séamus McCoy broke the mood by demanding, âDonât you lads know anything livelier?â
With a receding hairline and permanently bloodshot eyes, McCoy seemed old to Barry. He was all of thirty-eight. But a common saying was, âItâs the old dog for the hard road.â The campaign in the north promised to be a hard road indeed. Séamus McCoy was determined to have his men well
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