sat speechless, skeptical, but helpless to ignore the benefits of his idea. Marriage was sacred. It was about much more than mutual convenience.
âWeâre friends,â he continued.
âThatâs a start,â she conceded.
âIâm suggesting a kind of open-ended arrangement, but it would help me out if we could agree to live together for at least a year. After that, Andyâll go back to his mother. So, come September, we can terminate our formal relationship. You know, we canââ
âDivorce?â
âYes.â
âI donât know, Grant. Itâs a drastic step.â Just then, he put his arm around her shoulder. The embrace made her feel warm, protectedâand unexpectedly fluttery, like when she was in junior high and the boy she had had a crush on smiled at her.
âIt would be what we make of it.â
She looked up into his eyes, so serious yet hopeful. âEven if I were to entertain the notion, how would we ever carry it off?â
âYouâre the drama teacher. The imaginative one. Surely we could think of something.â He massaged the sore spot between her shoulders as he went on speaking.âSomehow weâd have to convince everyone at school that weâre so in love we acted on impulse.â
âWhat do you mean?
âIt would make sense for us to be married this weekend. Before school starts. Before Andy comes. We could pass it off as a whirlwind courtship.â
âButâ¦butâ¦â
âYouâre right, theyâd suspect. Itâs not like we have a dating history.â His hand stilled on her back.
âWerenât you here in town all summer?â She couldnât help herself. She was actually playing out the scenario in her mind.
âNo. I attended a three-week coachesâ clinic in Austin the end of July and the beginning of August.â
Pam studied the ceiling, wondering why fate was playing into their hands when she desperately needed a reason to say no. âI was there, too,â she said quietly.
âIn Austin?â
âFor summer school.â
He smiled for the first time since heâd arrived on her doorstep. âDo you think we might have fallen in love there?â
Her heart thudded. âItâs possible,â she found herself whispering.
âI donât want you to think Iâm using you. I would never do that. I would genuinely welcome your baby for whatever time weâre together. In fact, if the kid needs a fatherââ He stopped as if heâd realized he was presuming too much. âI mean, well, my name would be on the birth certificate.â
Pam studied his faceâthe plane of his cheeks, the set of his mouth, the depth in his eyes. Implicitly she knew he would never hurt her or her baby. Outlandish as it was, his offer was tempting. A momentary panicfluttered in her stomach. She needed time. âYouâve given me a lot to consider.â
He smiled. âThen youâre not rejecting the proposal outright?â
âI should.â She took a deep breath. âBut I canât.â
âIf weâre to pull this off, we donât have much time.â
âI know.â
âTomorrow evening, then?â
Twenty-four hours to make a life-altering decision? Impossible. âOkay.â
He nodded thoughtfully, then excused himself. She trailed him to the door, her emotions in turmoil. Before leaving, he paused to say one last thing. âI would take good care of you, Pam.â Then he was gone.
She wandered back to the sofa, pulling the throw around her as a shield against all the doubts, anxieties, questions.
She had some serious thinking to do. Fast.
CHAPTER THREE
T HE ONCOMING HEADLIGHTS , the flashing neon of fast-food joints, the intricacies of trafficânone of it penetrated. Grant drove more by instinct than conscious action. Had he made an utter mess of things? What had seemed like a reasonable, if
Daniel Forrester, Mark Solomon