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. (hey Mom?)—but, as it fell out after that, Jim did not eavesdrop under the porch any more because here again—again?—he was not able—(so free?) in the midst of friends and varsity football and varsity baseball and the odd jobs he always had pruning an old lady’s lilacs, tending her furnace coal; mowing the soft lawn of the Historical Association so flat it seemed to sink and then (double-header across the street) the everywhere-sloping lawn of the Revolutionary War monument; or painting the horse-drawn wagon of the silent ice-cream man vanilla white who came by at twilight—when Jim could hear a cousin across the wide street playing the piano; or helping a social-studies teacher who was baseball coach retouch with dark and light green and dark, bark-brown paint a glittering reptilian relief layout of North and South America—jobs always as if in order to miss helping out his father in the office of the newspaper—Jim wasn’t able in the midst of a legitimate life and upbringing to hear—Christ! let’s not—Christ, Mahomet, and Thomas Alva Edison! let’s not make too much of it, there’s such a thing as—wait, able to hear some words he knew were there, with sounds like voices, in the long interim between his parents that he took for granted. Interim? His parents did not talk much to each other; she gardened happily—mostly inside—and played duets, trios, quartets, quintets, played at the Cecilian Club concerts (which you had to think was about Sicily) twice a year which his father hardly attended, being tone-deaf, he said, though the occasions were noted in the paper, the mother’s family paper that his father published weekly, while the second son, Brad, Jim’s three and more years younger bro who looked like no one in the family, ass-white face, did everything and nothing right; helped at the paper running messages, delivering printing jobs, and sitting in the big street window as if waiting for the messages to come from outside; practiced the violin all through high school almost (skinny and pale enough for it, certainly) and gave it up, to his mother Sarah’s relief, she said; was apt at figures and opportunities and imagined he would go into the haberdashery business someday (now there was a window!) because Brad’s girl’s father (who was dead—her "late" father) had been in the haberdashery business—a girl not the prettiest but you looked at her, you looked to her, you reached out toward her with your cheekbones and she had been shy (probably sincerely shy) till she met Brad —and come to think of it, afterwards—and had been nice to Braddie from eighth grade on, good to him you really thought then though without quite that sound, that word; and her mother, a widow who was half Jewish, had kept up the business and was prettier than her daughter though both were quiet— both of them!—and the window down the street from the newspaper was lighted up at night so you could look (obviously!) but also feel they were eerily alive the waiting neckties, stiff rep silk stripes for Sunday, corduroy shirts (for Thanksgiving Day! for Christmas! why?); argyle socks that could make you happy enough to stay in one place all your life yet the next moment got you moving; loafers with the finest-quality (dummy wooden) ankles; eventually regular clothes, checked sport coats and dark blue suits, on the way home from the movies you could look, and the older brother Jim who thought you either saved your dough or you spent it would sometimes see a light at the back of the newspaper office by the old press from the last century and the newer one his father had to theoretically pay for with ads that the new competitor paper was taking away from his father (from him personally, was how it felt to his son who years later understood he had felt his father Mel’s feelings much more than he thought), a father who late on a movie night could be seen—his square, heavy head talking on the phone—grinning come to