on himâbecause she would be furious when she found out what he had done. No question about it. But it was a risk he had to take, Matt decided as he drove the car to a stop in front of their house. Because unless he could win Claireâs love and trust again, he didnât have a prayer of winning her forgiveness and a second chance.
â This is where I live?â
Matt snapped his attention back to Claire. Wide-eyed, she stared at the house as though she were seeing it for the first time. Giving himself a swift mental kick, he reminded himself that in a sense she was seeing it for the first time. If she didnât remember him, she probably didnât remember the house, either. âThis is where we live,â Matt told her, and felt the prick to his conscience at the half-truth.
âItâs so beautiful.â
âThatâs what you said the first time I brought you here,â he told her. And it was true. Nestled between ancient oaks, the old Southern charmer of stuccoed brick had been painted to look like sandstone block, and the front porch had been done in a shade of soft white. The lush green lawn sprawled from the front door to the sidewalk. And the carefully tended gardens were bursting with the yellow day lilies and white roses Claire had insisted on planting when sheâd moved in after their marriage. Heâd fallen in love with the old house when heâd first seen it five years ago and had taken great care to restore it. But it had been Claire who had made the place a home. He decided against parking in the garage fornow, so that Claire had the benefit of entering the house through the front entrance. Exiting the car, he came around to the passenger side and opened her door. âTrust me, it didnât look nearly this good when I bought it.â
âThe gardens are lovely.â
âThanks to your green thumb,â he told her.
âI did the gardens?â
âSure did. And you oversaw restoration of the courtyard.â
âThereâs a courtyard?â
âRight over there,â he said, pointing to what looked at first like a second entryway.
âOh, I canât wait to see it.â
âWhy donât we get you settled first, and then Iâll give you the grand tour?â
âIâd like that,â she said with the first real enthusiasm heâd seen her exhibit since heâd arrived at the hospital to take her home. Carefully swinging her legs around to the side, Claire started to get out of the car when Matt scooped her up into his arms. âWhat are you doing?â she demanded, her body stiff even as her arms circled his neck.
âMaking sure you stay off that ankle,â he informed her as he strode toward the house.
âDonât be ridiculous. I can walk.â
âHumor me,â he teased as he climbed the stairs of the porch. âIt makes me feel useful.â
âBut itâs foolish. I donât needââ
Matt cut off her protests with his mouth. The kiss had simply been a reflex, a means of preventing her from telling him what he already knewâthat she didnât need him. Claire had never needed him, not the way he had needed her.
But he hadnât counted on that kiss being so sweet or on lingering a moment longer to sip, to taste, to explore. He certainly hadnât counted on Claireâs lips softening beneath his own and tempting him until all he could think about was losing himself in her, with her. Nor had he counted on lifting his head and seeing cinnamon-brown eyes filled with desire or on her lips parting invitingly until he couldnât resist one more taste. And Matt positively hadnât counted on having the door he was leaning against suddenly opening and nearly sending him sprawling on the floor with Claire in his arms.
âSweet heavens, Mr. Matthew,â Emma Dubois chided even as she provided him with a steadying hand. âWhat on earth is it you