Chief Banner stood in the middle ofthe living room, talking to two officers, a serious, subdued tone. Then, dismissing the officers with an impatient wave, he turned toward Father John. He might have been a chief in the Old Time, Father John thought, or one of the warriors in the Curtis photographs, with black hair; high, thick cheekbones; and the humped nose of the Arapaho. A stocky man, medium height with broad chest, wide shoulders, and big hands that hung beneath the cuffs of his navy-blue uniform shirt. A thin silver wedding ring was embedded in a fleshy finger. The man had headed up the Wind River law enforcement as long as Father John had been on the reservation. âGod help me, I love the job,â heâd once told him. âI want to get the bad asses out of here.â
âYou saw her?â Banner asked.
Father John nodded. âHowâs T.J.?â
âPretty broken up.â The chief gestured with his head toward the kitchen. Through the archway, Father John could see T.J. still at the table, face dropped into his hands.
âGianelliâs been talking to him.â There was resignation in Bannerâs voice. Unexplained deaths on the reservation fell within the FBIâs jurisdiction, even probable suicides, which put Gianelli in charge, a fact that, Father John knew, rankled the chief.
âT.J. claims he was working late tonight on council business,â Banner went on, nodding toward the kitchen. âCame home about nine, found the front door unlocked. Not unusual. You know how Arapahos are.â He shrugged. âPeople wanna come in and help themselves to your stuff, well, they must need it real bad. T.J. says he was surprised to see Deniseâs car out front because she was supposed to be at the college in Casper for a teacherâs workshop today and tomorrow. He walked back to the bedroom, and thatâs when he found her.â
Gesturing again toward the kitchen, he said, âGo on in. Manâs gonna need all the consolation he can get.â
The minute Father John stepped through the archway, he could see that T.J. was sobbing silently, chest heaving, shoulders shaking. He walked over and put one hand on the manâs back. âIâm sorry, T.J.,â he said.
At the far end of the narrow kitchen, Gianelli was leaning over the counter, writing something in a notepad. He had on blue jeans and a leather vest that hung open over a blue shirt with the sleeves rolled up over thick forearms. He glanced around and gave Father John a half-nod. There was a flicker of weariness in the manâs eyes.
T.J. shuddered beneath his hand, then flattened his own hands on the table and looked up, eyes blinking in the light. Moisture glistened on his narrow, brown face. He seemed older than a man in his forties, with lines at the corners of his eyes and the collar of his tan shirt standing out around his thin neck. âThereâs no call for Denise to shoot herself,â he said. âWhyâd she do it, Father?â
Father John pushed a chair over with his boot and sat down next to the man. âTry to believe that God hasnât forgotten you, T.J. Heâll help you through this.â
âGod!â A low, guttural sound, like a death rattle. âWhyâd God let her do it? I never gave her any cause to turn on me like that.â
Father John stopped himself from asking what he meant. T.J. was in shock. He recognized the symptomsâthe vacant stare, the twitching hands.
âYouâll bury her?â T.J. said, as if this was something he couldnât handle, the mundane tasks that lay ahead.
âOf course.â
âSheâd want a traditional ceremony, too. Sheâd want to be painted.â
âIâll talk to the elders. Weâll work it out.â The elders would place the sacred red paint on Deniseâs face, so the ancestors would recognize her and take her into the spirit world. Without the paint, her spirit
Marcus Emerson, Sal Hunter, Noah Child