what is different,â I said, beaming. âI donât have any plans. You know, all my life Iâve freaked out if things arenât in order or tidy or âin the planâ. Maybe itâs time to, as you would say, âlive in the momentâ. So as far as plans go, Iâm going to be taking a leaf out of your book. Trying it your way. Whatâs so funny?â I said suddenly, noticing that Esmeâs shoulders were shaking.
She dropped her bacon roll onto her napkin. âJust that I was going to say the same to you. From now on Iâm doing it
your
way.â
I blinked at her and slurped my tea. âWhat do you mean?â
She took a deep breath.
âI need a plan. And quick. I think we might have a buyer for the shop.â
âOh, thatâs good, isnât it?â
Esmeâs shoulders sagged. âWell, Dadâs delighted. Mumâs having second thoughts. Sheâs had a new lease of life since starting the personal shopping thing. She had a group of eight here last night, all taking turns in the fitting room. And I definitely donât want to sell. Iâm wondering whether I could take over the business myself and let Mum go part-time. But I need a plan to make Joop more profitable.â
âEsme Wilde, thatâs brilliant!â I abandoned my breakfast and hugged her tight. âYou could definitely run this place by yourself. And Iâm so proud of you.â
âWell, money will be tight to start off with so . . .?â She opened her eyes wide and stared at me.
I cringed. âI canât really help out, Es. Iâm going to need cash for a deposit on somewhere to live.â
âI donât need cash, you plonker,â she cried, thumping my arm. âI need a lodger. You need somewhere to live . . .â
I smiled at her as I hesitated to give her an immediate reply. Esme would be fun to live with and she had been nagging me to move in with her ever since she first got her own flat, but something held me back. I was reluctant to take the easy option. For once in my life I wanted to force myself out of my comfort zone and try something different.
âThanks for the offer, Es, but I think itâs time to strike out on my own.â
My best friend pulled a sad face. âFair enough, but if you need somewhere temporary, you know where I am.â
I kissed her cheek. âIâll remember that. Actually, I might ask Lord Fortescue if he has anything going.â
âAt Wickham Hall?â she wheezed, banging her chest as a morsel of bread went down the wrong way.
âNo!â I laughed. âOn the estate. Quite a few of the staff live in tenanted cottages; theyâre highly sought after, though.â
Jim and his wife lived in Wickham-owned cottages, as did Edith; Lord Fortescue had granted them lifelong tenancies. I wasnât sure Iâd need anything quite that permanent, but I was confident that he would be a fair landlord. And it would be good to stay close by.
Esme winked. âNow that would be handy for when Ben comes back.â
âTwo words,â I replied: âLady Fortescue. One sniff of impropriety and sheâll have me deported.â
She rolled her eyes. âHonestly.â She sighed. âWhen are you two going to wake up and smell the pheromones?â
âPart two of the news coming right up.â I jumped to my feet. âBut first, letâs start hanging that new stock.â
There appeared to be far too much clothing for one tiny boutique but Esme assured me that it was less than normal, due to their precarious cash flow. The next two weeks of pre-Christmas and, more importantly, pre-New-Yearâs-Eve trading would see off most of it, she reckoned. We removed the plastic garment bags and sorted items by colour and collection, with Esme dipping in and out of the task between customers.
âWhat we really need is for our suppliers to offer us sale or return to avoid