dropped and she smacked his shoulder, she was smiling. âThatâs crude!â
âBut honest. How was the rest of your relationship?â
âWell, not too good or we wouldnât be divorced.â
Oh, sass. How much fun would it be to silence her bratty mouth with a kiss that made her toes curl before he turned her into a pile of goo? âAre you two still civil or did it end too ugly?â
âItâs mostly polite. Owen sometimes loses his temper. I just ignore him.â
And that might really be pissing the ex off. Definitely, he wanted to keep digging here, but couldnât go too deep now without making her suspicious. When he got a free moment, heâd look up the asswipe and see if his face matched the guy whoâd solicited him to commit murder. Until then, he had to tread lightly with the questions about her exâexcept sexually. Rachel hid a wealth of repressed desire.
âDid he ever do
anything
in bed that you liked?â
âNot really. Youâre probably wondering why I married him. My friends back in Florida, where Iâm from, asked me that all the time. Owen is eight years older than me, and at first I liked how knowledgeable he seemed, but that didnât extend to sex. It took me years to realize that he liked to hear himself talk more than listen. When the topic was something he couldnât pontificate about, he changed it.â She cocked her head and stared. âDo you psychoanalyze every woman before you sleep with her?â
Decker figured that was his cue to shut up. âYou said you want a man who listens. Iâm trying. How do you think I can give you what you want if I donât understand you even a little? Do
you
know what you want?â
Rachel reared back. A million thoughts flitted across her face. She looked angry, then sad, then downright confused. Decker held her tighter. She didnât have a clue what her true desires were, but heâd show her as soon as she got over this ridiculous notion of being in charge.
âItâs orgasm. It shouldnât be this difficult.â
Was she saying that a man had never given her one? The idea of being the first to succeed damn near made him salivate. Yes, it was probably stupid and unnecessarily territorial, but attraction wasnât logical. And he didnât think it was logic she needed as much as a hot, ripe, raunchy fucking. And then to be held.
He smiled. âThat depends on you. If you really know what flips your switch and can express it clearly, weâve got no worries. If you donât, you may not enjoy sex with anyone until you figure it out.â
âWhat about you?â she challenged. âYou seem like you donât have any problems just . . . blurting what you want.â
He didnât blurt, just usually commanded. That wasnât relevant to the conversation now. She was getting worked up and worried. Time to calm her down.
Brushing his knuckles over the soft swell of her breast again, he watched with satisfaction as goose bumps raised on her arms and legs. âMen are simple. Weâre almost always ready. We donât have swells and folds. Our most sensitive nerve endings arenât hidden. You pay attention to a guyâs cock, and I guarantee heâs going to like it.â
Rachel pressed her lips together and tried not to giggle, but she failed. âThe way you put things . . . My mama would positively expire.â
Decker grinned at her sweet, if exaggerated, Southern accent. âIâm not interested in your mama.â
She smiled but didnât quite meet his gaze. âKiss me.â
âYes, maâam.â That was one demand he didnât mind giving in to.
* * *
DECKER BARELY PUT his hands on her, and she began to tremble. Everything about him was so strong and masculine and called to the female inside her. Nestled on his lap, she sat just a tad shorter than him. And his wide shoulders