say hello and meet me the old-fashioned way?â
âI told you during our chat.â He let go of one of my arms and skimmed a finger down my cheek.
The motion was so tender that I trembled again. âYou said that you arenât so good at this stuff in real life. Iâd have to disagree . . . Good God, what should I even call you? ThereInTheCorner?â
And I almost added, âMicah?â But the question caught in my throat as his finger trailed down my face and to my neck, strumming me there.
âCall me what you want to call me. For now.â
My voice returned, full of raspy need. âAnd after?â
âItâll be up to you. Everythingâs up to you, even how you want things to go before we get to an âafter.ââ His finger stilled on my neck. âBut if you donât mind me saying so, Iâve always imagined slow with you, Carley. Nice and slow and beautiful.â
Oh, wow. The words. He knew how to choose them. If I hadnât wanted to see him before, I did now, but this was so overwhelmingly romantic and I was so swept up in this moment with the throb of music and the wispy thrill of his skin on mine that I couldnât break it.
So I talked, I slowed, I did what he asked me to.
âHow did you even notice me?â I asked.
I could feel him smile against my head. âHow could I not notice? The first time I saw you, you were at the gas station, filling up your car, and you had the loneliest look on your face. I felt that look, almost like it was a reflection of me. I didnât know you, but I wanted to protect you from feeling that way, wanted to stop you from feeling that way.â
âAnd thatâs why you sent the TellTales? Because you wanted to make me feel better?â
âPartly. But, most of all, I had to know you.â
Again, I reeled. But what about all the stuff Diana had told me about Micahâs seduction games? This didnât sound like seduction as much as . . . Well, sincere confessions.
Second by second, doubts were nudging me harder, but it was in a quiet way that didnât make me panic or want to run.
If my secret admirer wasnât Micah, then who was it?
âHow did you know Iâd even see the TellTales?â I asked. âHow did you know I had the app?â
âIt was serendipity.â Still a whisper. Still a rough, deep, yet tender and poetic string of dreamlike talk that lulled me. âI saw that someoneâyou, Carleyâhad sent a TellTale about being invisible in a new town. You were somewhere within ten miles of me, and youâd posted the words over a picture of your car on the side of the route that runs toward your house. I already knew your name, had seen your car, so I used the information to try and get your attention.â
âYou knew my name?â
He didnât answer. He only got braver, slipping his hands down my arms until he came to my elbows. He cupped them, nestling there, bringing me to a near moan. I bit my lip, trying to keep it back, but my body was taking over all my common sense.
âWho
are
you?â I asked.
He paused. âIâm a guy who canât believe heâs here with you.â
âThatâs not what I meant.â
âMaybe I could ask you who you are instead.â
I tensed in his arms.
Now
he was sounding like Micahâor, at least, who Micah was supposed to be. The game player.
âIt sounds like you already know a lot about me,â I said.
âIâve heard a few things.â He tentatively rubbed his thumbs into the crooks of my arms where I knew it was damp and as humid as the air had suddenly become in this red building. âFor one thing, I know you went to college.â
No use avoiding that story. Iâd posted about it on TellTale, and my secret admirer had probably pieced together just who Carley Rios really was from all my posts. âCollege wasnât for