the boys climbed the fire escape and saw Dana naked. She screamed so loud the neighbors called the police.â
âI think it was Gigi who screamed. They were sharing a room that night.â
âWell, that would make more sense.â Suze looked over the plate of hors dâoeuvres. âDana probably basked in the attention.â
âProbably. They were a little put out.â
âThe cops or the neighbors?â
âThe cops.â
âYou have to admit it was pretty funny.â
âI remember,â Van said. But she didnât want to. She didnât want to be beguiled into reminiscences. Not about Gigi, Suze, or Dana, especially not Dana.
âThe next day Dorie went out and got those ugly beige shades. After she let us have it for causing a scene.â
âWe didnât cause a scene. It was Gigi.â
âSome things never change. Poor thingâshe was always such a wuss.â
Van rolled her eyes. âI know. She was sweet. I always thought she was too wishy-washy, but she came through when I needed her.â
âOr maybe she just didnât have the guts to say no to you.â
Van thought about it. âI didnât ask for the money. Gigi offered it. I didnât want to take it at first, but she insisted. So I did.â Van had gratefully accepted it. For all the good it did either of them.
âPush that plate of crab puffs over here, will you?â Suze said. âWith all the drama at the pub, I hardly got a chance to eat anything but a couple of miniquiches. Both at the same time. So gauche. Not that that crowd would notice. They were lined up three deep at the bar.â
âHmm.â Van reached for her glass of wine. What she really wanted was a big glass of water. She drank, but not often and not much. Tonight, though, she was tempted to break her own rules and enjoy a glass or two.
She could feel the past tugging at her memory. She fought it. There had been fun times. But most of her teenage years, especially after her mother was killed, was one long desperate attempt to stay housed and clothed and fed. What she remembered most was hard work, grief, and anger.
Best not to go back even in conversation. She put down the wineglass.
âWhat, donât you like cabernet?â
âSure, I justâ Like you said, Iâm a stingy drinker.â
Suze looked concerned and a little uncomfortable.
Van didnât want to go there, but she knew she had better set things straight. âDonât worry, Iâm not my father. I can drink without falling down and yelling profanities and letting peopleâ Iâm just so busy I rarely have time to enjoy good wine.â
âVan, itâs okay. You donât need to talk about that stuff. I told Dorie it might be rough on you to come back. She didnât understand. It hurt her that you left without a word.
âAt first we all thought you ran away, which it turns out you did, but no one knew why. Gigi never told. Then when you didnât come back or let anyone know where you were, Dorie was afraid something had happened to you.â
It had. âYou set her straight though, right?â
Suze closed her eyes, opened them. âEventually, but at first I didnât know any more than she did. But after you called me . . . well, I did call her once I knew youâd be all right. I didnât tell her anything, just that you were okay and that you didnât want anyone to know where you were. Thatâs all, I swear. But I think she deserves to know why you left. She took good care of you, of all of us. And it really hurt her that you didnât come to her with whatever was hurting you.â
Van leaned back on the couch and closed her eyes, opened them. âIâve made a good life for myself. I own a successful business, and Iâm thinking about opening another branch. I donât want to go back. I donât want to be reminded of where I came