food isn’t as good as yours.’
I laughed again. ‘OK, so now I know you’re lying.’ I was an
average cook at best, with a tendency to overcook. Well, I called it
‘overcook’. Someone else might say ‘burn’.
His voice softened. ‘I miss you, darling. And Anna. I wish this
project was already over. Weekends with my favourite girls just
aren’t cutting it at the moment.’
I smiled. ‘Miss you, too.’ Even though we’d been together
twenty-six years, since we were seventeen, the love we shared was
still strong. And the passion. I still fancied the pants off him.
I knew we were lucky in that respect. I’d known lots of childhood
sweethearts who had broken up after they grew up and grew apart.
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It hadn’t happened with us, and I was really grateful for that. It hadn’t happened with Lucas or Nadia yet, either, although who
knew what would go on after Nadia’s revelation. Was he really
having an affair? How do you throw away all those years of history?
We chatted some more about the building project and Anna
and what food we were going to take on the family picnic that
weekend, and by the time I hung up it was just after 9 p.m.
‘Bedtime!’ I called down to Anna from the landing.
‘Yeah, coming.’ She trudged up the stairs and gave me a hug.
‘Night, Mum.’
She was as tall as me now. When had that happened? I snuggled
into her, sniffing in the scent of the strawberry body spray she liked.
It was only recently that I’d had to stop moaning to get her to have a shower every day. Overnight, it was like she went from a smelly,
dirty kid to a super clean freak. It would be makeup next, and bras, and boys. Oh, God.
‘Night, darling. Love you.’
‘Love you, too.’
I patted her back. ‘See you in the morning.’
I went downstairs into the lounge. Anna had left the TV on
and the news was playing. I didn’t usually watch it; it was too
depressing. Why didn’t they ever report anything good? Imagine
the state of the world if every news channel broadcasted only happy news? The media manipulated everything, anyway, as far as I was
concerned. Ethan didn’t agree. He liked to end his day watching the news. I couldn’t think of anything more nightmare-inducing. No
wonder people had insomnia.
I flicked the TV off and something Ethan said sparked in
my head.
Newspaper article.
Tom didn’t watch the news but he’d always loved reading it.
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his room, he still did, or at least tried to. He must’ve remembered this Georgia from a story he’d seen.
Maybe it’s not a good trait, but I am pretty nosy. And that
was what spurred on my curiosity about what could’ve been in
the papers to do with this missing woman that would make Tom
‘remember’ it so well and become so agitated by it.
Anna had also left the laptop on. It was the family laptop,
although really it belonged to me and her. Ethan had his own. I was still worried about her having complete freedom to trawl the web for anything. Still worried about paedophiles grooming innocent girls.
Even though I’d had to cave in recently and let her have her own
Facebook, Instagram and Snapchat accounts, at least sharing a laptop meant I could monitor her online usage and make sure she was safe.
I opened it up and sat on the sofa, knees tucked to the side,
resting it on my thighs. I supposed Georgia wasn’t a very common
name, but I didn’t have a surname to go on so I wasn’t expecting
much, but I at least had to look.
I typed in Georgia and missing person. I got pages and pages of hits. Of course. Most of them had no relation to what I was looking for. There had to be millions of missing people in the world.
I needed to narrow it down somehow.
Georgia, missing person, Dorset.
That still resulted in several pages and I started scrolling
through. There was a missing persons page on Dorset Police’s