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At home our fridge was covered with photos and Capital Radio blared out and I could look out of the window and see people getting tattoos and manicures. Queuing for buses. Arguing, kissing, shouting at their kids. Buying plantain, coriander, kebabs, ice-cream, okra â you could buy anything on our street. I could smell meat and buses, curry and hairspray. Everything was interesting. Every day was different.
Here itâs always quiet and all you see from thewindow are grey houses and the biggest excitement is when the bloke across the road washes his car, which he does every Sunday. No wonder sheâs a bit down.
As we eat â or rather as I eat and she twirls spaghetti on her fork and then drops it again â I ask, âMum, do you know who the police are hiding us from? Has Doug told you anything?â
Iâm wondering whether Nathan is involved. Arronâs brother is big and tough, he knows how to fight and he has some dodgy-looking friends. Arron really looked up to Nathan, so we spent a lot of time trying to hang out with him and his mates, down the bowling alley mostly. Sometimes they let us join in and sometimes they told us to buzz off. Not in precisely those words, obviously.
I can see that Nathan would be pretty scary if you didnât know him and you were stupid enough to get into a fight with him. And he definitely wants me to keep quiet, because he told me so, but I donât think he would actually want to kill me. Nathan always seemed to quite like me â at least, I thought he did. He sometimes told Arron to look out for me. And he used to do a paper round for Mr Patel. Surely he wouldnât attack his shop?
Mumâs looking worried. I donât know whether thatâs because she has information sheâs not telling me or whether sheâs as clueless as I am. âI donât know much, Ty, and I donât think theyâre going to tell us. But it seemsto me that itâs something very big and very organised. Donât you think?â
I do think. But I donât like to think any further.
CHAPTER 5
Intimidation
Friday afternoon, walking home from school, the weekend stretches ahead. I suppose I could go down to the shopping centre tomorrow, meet up with some of the kids from school, but it seems a bit unfair to abandon my mum, even though we donât do anything together except occasionally bicker.
I suppose itâs good to get a chance to stop pretending all the time, but sometimes I think itâs only the pretending that keeps me going.
I come through our front door and hear male voices in the living room. I freeze, trying to overhear whatâs going on. I catch the phrase âonly temporary,â then Doug emerges, saying cheerily, âHello young man. Howâs life at your new school?â
I ignore him and walk into the room. Mum is sitting there drinking tea with DI Morris and one of hissidekicks, youngish with red hair and freckles. I vaguely remember him as one of the less shouty ones at the police station. He introduces himself as Detective Constable Bettany.
Mum says, âHeâs just come in from school. Can I at least get him a snack?â like theyâre here to ship me off to prison, and rushes away. She brings me tea and some biscuits, then goes back to the kitchen with Doug. I hope sheâs going to discuss her job prospects.
âSo, Ty, how are you settling into your new life here?â says DI Morris. Unlike Doug he seems genuinely interested. âIt canât be easy.â
I shrug. âItâs OK.â
âGood. Making friends?â
âSuppose so.â
âHow about your schoolwork? Whatâs your favourite subject?â
âI suppose French.â
I find languages really easy. At home, as well as learning Urdu from Mr Patel, Iâd picked up a lot of Turkish from the kebab shop guys and Iâd just got a Saturday job cleaning up the tattoo parlour across the road