legs.
Perhaps that bedding part wouldnât be entirely terrible. At the least, she would have the chance to satisfy a few matters of curiosity. She spent her days waiting on lobsters to have intercourse. Naturally, sheâd wondered about the human equivalent from time to time.
âI need your choice, lass,â he said. âWill you be marrying me, or will I be forwarding all these letters to the London scandal sheets?â
She closed her eyes for a moment. âDo you promise me that no one will ever know the truth?â
âI swear they willna know it from me.â
âAnd I will be free to continue my own interests and pursuits.â
He nodded. âYou have your life, and Iâll have mine.â
Maddie felt dizzy, as though she were standing on the edge of a precipice. She took a deep breath, gathered her nerve . . . then jumped.
âVery well, I accept. We can be married as soon as itâs practicable.â
âPracticable?â He laughed. âThis is Scotland, lass. Thereâs no need to wait for banns or be married in a kirk.â
âBut you promised no one would suspect the truth. That means you must appear to be fond of me, at least at first. I think if you were truly my Captain MacKenzie, and weâd waited all these years to be together, you would want me to have a proper wedding.â
He closed the distance between them.
âLass, if I were truly your Captain MacKenzie, and Iâd spent years at war, yearning for the one woman I wanted to hold more than life itself . . . ?â He touched a lock of her hair. âI wouldna wait another night.â
She swallowed hard. âTruly?â
âAye, truly. And I would have done this an hour ago.â
His head tipped to the side. His gaze dropped to her lips. And then his mouth did the strangest thing.
It started drawing closer to hers.
He couldnât beâÂ
Oh, Lord. He was. He was going to kiss her.
âWait.â Panicked, Maddie put both hands on his chest, holding him off. âYour men, my servants . . . they could be watching us.â
âIâm certain theyâre watching us. Thatâs why weâre going to kiss.â
âBut I donât know how. You know I donât know how.â
His lips quirked. âI know how.â
Those three little words, spoken in that low, devastating Scottish burr, did absolutely nothing to ease Maddieâs concerns.
Thankfully, she had a reprieve. He pulled back and peered at her hair. He looked like a boy marveling at clockwork, wondering how it all worked. After a few moments, she felt him grasp the pencil holding her chignon.
With one long, slow tug, he eased it loose and cast it aside.
It landed in the loch with a splash.
His fingers sifted through her hair, teasing the locks free of their haphazard knot and arranging them about her shoulders. Tenderly. Like sheâd always imagined a lover would. Sparks of sensation danced from her scalp to her toes.
âThat was my best drawing pencil,â she said.
âItâs just a pencil.â
âIt came from London. I have a limited supply.â
His thumb caressed her cheek. âIt almost put out my eye. Iâve a limited supply of those, too. And itâs better this way.â
âButâÂâ Her breath caught. âOh.â
He bracketed her cheeks with his hands, tilting her face to his.
Her pulse thundered in her ears. She stared at his mouth. A wave of inevitability washed over her.
She whispered, âThis is really happening, isnât it?â
In answer, he pressed his lips to hers.
And Maddie went still. The lightning bolt of sensual expertise sheâd been hoping for didnât arrive. She was glued to his face, staring at his cheekbone. She had no idea what she was supposed to do.
Close your eyes, ninny.
Maybe, if she was very still and paid close attention, her idiocy wouldnât be obvious.