yesterday when Lord Eden was here and teased you so mercilessly. And he has already reserved two sets with me, and Lord Amberley one, as well as Captain Norton and Lieutenant Byng and Mr. Chambers. Goodness, Charlie, my card is half-full and we havenât even arrived at the ball yet.â
âAnd so it should be, lass,â he said. âYou will be easily the loveliest lady there.â
âOh,â she said, âyou had better not let Jennifer hear you say that.â
âShe will be the loveliest girl there,â he said. âBut you are a lady, lass, and the handsomest one I have ever laid eyes on. Especially tonight. So this is the gown you bought in London and have been keeping a secret, is it? Itâs beautiful, sweetheart. Green is your color.â
âI remember your saying that in Spain when I had that riding habit I was wearing when I fell off my horse into the mud one day. Do you remember?â
âI remember thinking you must be dead,â he said. âI didnât think it was possible to gallop through mud until that day. But both Eden and I did it, only to find you lying there cursing in most unladylike fashion.â
She laughed. âBut I remembered that you liked me in green when I was having this gown made,â she said. âYou know, Charlie, tonight will not be so very bad. We are not nearly important enough to have been invited to dinner at the Hôtel de Belle Vue. That would be an ordeal, I grant you, with the King and Queen of the Netherlands as guests of honor. Lady Amberley says that the earl dreads the thought of going. I think he is something of a hermit too. And the evening is to start with a concert. Madame Catalani, no less. All you will have to do is sit and listen. And when the dancing begins, there will be no lack of men who will feel as you do and be quite content to stand in a corner talking politics or horses or women or whatever it is you men like to talk about when there are no women present.â
He smiled and kissed her. âThank you, lass,â he said. âThank you for understanding me and accepting me as I am. But I am going, you see. I want to watch you and Jennifer dancing and enjoying yourselves. You have been enjoying yourself since she has been here, havenât you? Iâm glad for that. I know I am sometimes dull company.â
She shook her head. âDo I look like a woman who is dissatisfied with her lot?â she asked. âDo I, Charlie?â
He looked into her eyes. âYou are smiling,â he said.
âAll the way inside me,â she said. âRight down to my toes. Because I am the happiest woman alive. I love you and I am married to you. And Jennifer will be tearing her room apart with impatience if we donât go and fetch her soon. Oh, wait until you see her gown, Charlie. She looks quite like an angel in it. You will be proud enough to burst.â
âI already am that,â he said, taking the hand she held out for his.
And she really was happy, Ellen thought. She was going out for the evening with the husband she loved and with the stepdaughter she had grown to love. And her mirror had just told her that she was looking her very best. And she was going to dance for most if not all of the evening. Even one of the waltzes on her card had been taken already, and she loved to waltz. Lord Eden had signed his name next to it the day before when Charlie had finally admitted that he would not dance, even with his own wife.
âWhich set did you dream of dancing with Charlie, maâam?â Lord Eden had asked when they were still laughing over his quite untrue comment that Charlieâs two left feet sometimes led him to march off in a different direction from the rest of the company on the parade ground. âA waltz, certainly. And after supper, during the romantic hours of the ball. Now, where are my country dances? Ah, yes, the third set of the evening, I see. I shall sign