manual typewriterâthe whole rectangle of words was palpably impressed into the paper.
âSheâs still writing you poems?â Eileen looked over at him, then reached out and took the piece of paper.
âItâs not to me just because she gave it to me.â
âDonât you think itâs time you and she had a frank conversation, Hollis? Iâm trying to make an honest man of you here.â
She walked over to the couch, sat down on the arm, and flopped backwards onto the old vinyl seat cushions. Air whooshed out of them, a little maelstrom of dust in the sunlight from the window. Her dress slid part of the way up her pale thighs. The folded piece of paper rested on her stomach.
She stared up at the ceiling, blankly.
âI canât read it,â she said.
âIs there anything to drink?â Peters said. He stepped out of the bedroom into the kitchen alcove. Blake was looking through the stacks of tapes on the floor.
âYou just asked me that,â said Hollis. âThereâs water.â
He heard the sound of water running and Peters shifting dishes in the sink. Then it stopped. Peters opened the freezer.
âJesus,â he said. âYouâre holding out on me, Hollisâthereâs gin back here.â
âOh. Sorry, I forgot it was there.â
âLook at this stuff: Crystal Palace. You want some?â
âMaybe a shot. With some water.â
âThe police are so weird,â Peters said, over the sound of his mixing drinks. âI was watching some of those transit police guys the other day. Just hanging around. Pounding the beat. I have this theory that about a hundred years from now itâs just going to be different kinds of police, fighting it out in the nuclear rubbleânomadic tribes of highway patrolmen and state troopers, roaming around in the ruins of our nationâs shattered infrastructure. Troglodyte subway police who surface at night to steal our children and raise them as their own.â
There was a long moment of silence.
âOr not,â Blake said, from the bedroom.
âPolice are on the way out,â said Hollis. âI read it on Usenet. In the future itâs supposed to be all multinational corporations. Zaibatsus. Then theyâll all have their own private paramilitary forces.â
âYeah. True.â Peters stirred. âI guess that nuclear holocaust stuff is pretty passé anyway.â
He did a fake computer-voice: âLetâs play ⦠Global Thermonuclear War.â
When he came back into the room he brought the drinks with him, a gin and water for himself and a shot and a glass of water for Hollis. He sat down heavily on the futon next to Blake, and Hollis came in from the anteroom and sat at the desk. From outside in the street the sound of the trolley drifted in, rumbling past with its bell ringing.
âWhat are you thinking about, Hollis?â said Eileen.
He looked up at the ceiling without answering.
âYou know,â he said, after a few seconds, âwhenever you say something incredibly clich é like that, I canât help thinking about all the other people youâve probably said it to after you had sex with them.â
âWell, I never think about them.â
âI think my favoriteâs that one you met on the subway.â
âChrist, Hollis, must you be so psychotically fucking jealous all the fucking time?â she said, sitting up, the sheet slipping down off her bare breasts. âGod knows youâve slept with some lovely individuals in your own time, and you donât hear me whining about it!â
She flopped back down again, and the bed creaked.
âBesides, I havenât seen him in years.â
âYouâre right you havenât seen him,â Hollis said. âHeâs dead. I killed him.â
Blake yawned.
âDamn,â he said, rubbing his eyes. âI didnât go to bed till around five this