risk getting pregnant again. She might not survive the emotional distress of another miscarriage.
âCassie?â Ryanâs voice pulled her from her sad thoughts. But before he could sayanything more, the social worker approached, accompanied by a woman in her midforties wearing a badly fitting suit.
âHi, Cassie, Dr. Murphy. This is Judith from CPS.â
Cassie stepped away from Ryan and nodded at Judith. âGood morning.â
âGood morning. What can you tell me about Emmaâs condition?â Judith asked, getting right down to business. The way she barely glanced at the baby grated on Cassieâs nerves.
âSheâs been a sick little girl, but sheâs stable at the moment. Weâre supporting her breathing and giving anti-seizure medication.â
âI see. Whatâs the cause of her illness?â
âHer lab tests just came back positive for opiates, although the level isnât as high as I expected,â Ryan admitted.
âSo the mother was a drug addict.â Judith didnât look at all happy with the news. âWe could go after the mother for child abuse.â
âPlease, donât.â Cassie spoke up. âShe gave up her child under the safe-haven law. If the word gets out that weâre going after the mother, others may not risk doing the same.â
Judith grimaced and nodded. âI know, butit still makes me angry. How long before the baby is able to be discharged?â
âI canât tell you for sure, but probably a week or two, maybe more. Depends on how well she responds to treatment.â
âDo you have foster care lined up yet?â Cassie asked.
âNo. Actually, the fact that sheâs likely going through withdrawal and will probably have ongoing medical issues makes placement more difficult.â Judith scowled, as if Emma had done it on purpose.
âWhy is that?â Cassie demanded. âWhat difference does it make if she has medical needs?â
Judith shrugged. âMany people arenât willing to take on that kind of commitment,â she said.
âI will,â Cassie blurted, without stopping to think. âIâll go through the process of becoming a foster parent and Iâd be more than willing to take Emma home with me. No matter what her medical issues are.â
Judith and Ryan stared at her as if sheâd lost her mind, but now that sheâd said it out loud, she knew sheâd meant every word.
She couldnât help thinking that this wasmeant to be. That she was meant to be Emmaâs mother.
And she knew sheâd love Emma as her own child, if given the chance.
CHAPTER FOUR
R YAN WAS STUNNED to hear Cassie blurt out how much she wanted to be a foster parent for Emma, although truthfully, he shouldnât have been. Her gaze was bright with compassion and from the way she cared for their tiny patients, he knew sheâd make an excellent mother. In fact, he was surprised she hadnât already been snatched up by some lucky guy.
Just the mere idea of Cassie being with anyone else was repugnant, and he clenched his jaw, trying to hide his reaction. Certainly she wouldnât blush the way she did every time he spoke to her if she was seeing someone else.
Would she?
âHave you applied to be a foster parent?â Judith asked, staring at Cassie expectantly.
âNo, but Iâm happy to do that,â Cassie said without hesitation. âI finish my shift today at three-thirty. I can be at city hall before four.â
Judithâs expression wasnât encouraging. âIf you havenât started the process, then you likely wonât be approved in time to take care of Emma.â
Ryan felt compelled to butt in. âIs there anything Cassie could do to expedite the process? If placing Emma will be as difficult as you say, this would be a win-win situation for both of them.â
Cassieâs gaze met his, full of silent gratitude.