drawing framed with a golden square: a man wearing a prickly tuque who was bleeding everywhere. He seemed to be calling out in pain. A group of men was around him, but no one was helping. I wondered what it meant.
A man came toward us, dressed all in black.
âIs this him?â the man asked Mama in Cree. He was looking at me.
âYes, Father.â
âYou are doing the right thing,â he said.
Then Mama drew some marks on a piece of paper and we went home.
Mama said she would make us all new cups of tea. She kept fussing around us while we were drinking. She asked if Alex and I were hungry, then got up and sat back down. Then she asked us all if we were warm or cold, and I said that I was fine, and Alex did too. I asked her if anything was wrong and she said, âNothing, nothing.â She opened the door, I guess to look for Papa.
When he came home a few hours later, he opened the door wide, rushed in and gave us hugs.
âWe have been blessed,â he said.
âWhat are you taking about?â Mama said.
âAlex and Ed, get your shoes and coats!â he said.
âWhere are you going?â Mama said.
âI had a vision last night in the fire. A caribou manitou. She led me along the river into the forest.â
âYou know I donât believe in that stuff,â Mama said.
âLet me finish. So this morning when I got up, I retraced the footsteps of my vision. When I got to the forest, I looked down. I didnât see anything. So I shut my eyes and smelled. It was that heavy muskiness that you never forget. I could tell she was near. I opened my eyes, and I began to walk forward. I couldnât see anything at first, but I knew that it would happen. Through the trees was a patch of fur. She was pretty far away, but she had spotted me, so I couldnât get nearer without her bolting. I raised my gun and she didnât even move. Like she knew her fate. She fell with a single shot.â
âA caribou around here?â Mama said. Caribou tended to stay away from the reserves and other settlements.
âI know. Itâs a sign, right?â
âItâs ⦠Iâm not sure. A sign from who?â
âOh you know, whoever, does it matter? I have something for you,â Papa said. âWait here.â
He left the house and came back a few moments later with a metal pail. Inside was something red and wobblyâa caribou heart.
âNetchi. This is for you.â He offered it to Mama.
âMy favourite. Thank you, Keshayno.â
âI told Charles Tomikatick, and he is there now, skinning the animal. I came home so Ed and Alex could see the caribou preparation. I want to show them how to remove the fur and how to extract the tendons for thread. Then we can go to the store manager andââ
Mama interrupted. âKeshayno. I have something to tell you.â
âOkay,â he said dismissively, turning to Alex and me. âYou ready? Letâs go.â
âAbraham!â Mama said.
âWhat?â
âToday I went to see Father Lavois.â
âWhat?â he said, focusing on Mama.
âI signed Ed up for residential school.â
Papa muffled a cry. âFor school? Why, Mary?â
âThis life is over. They have to get an education to have a better life. Thatâs what Father Lavois says too.â
âWhat are you talking about? Look!â he said, gesturing at the caribou heart.
âItâs just a matter of time.â
âWeâre getting by.â
âNo, weâre hungry and in debt.â
âEveryoneâs in debt,â Papa said.
âExactly.â
âIs that what Father Lavois said?â
âYes,â Mama said. âOther stuff too.â
âI should never have let you go to church!â
âAbraham, you are not the boss of me!â
âBut â¦â
âAnd itâs not just Father Lavois who says the kids must go,â Mama said.