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together. She recalled what her therapist said: think of something else and take deep calming breaths. 
    She tried to think of the beach and calming waves, but her mind kept drifting back to his beautiful face. Okay, not helping . She needed to focus on something else. 
    His name was kind of odd—Jax. Inhale and exhale.  
    She took another deep breath before her mind wandered again. The name fit him though.
    A few more breaths and she was back in control. She could do this. After all, this was what she’d wanted for years. Karma scrubbed her hands all the way up to her elbows in the sink and wished she could take a shower. She probably smelled like ass from being in the club for so long. Her only consolation was that Jax had to smell the same. 
    “Tonight, I will lose my virginity,” Karma said out loud. 
    “Right on!” someone yelled from one of the stalls. 
    Crap! She hadn’t realized someone else was in here. Oh well.  
    She did a little happy dance in the mirror. After tonight, she would no longer have her virginity hanging over her head. If everything went as planned. Please, god, goddess, or all-knowing universe. Whoever is listening let everything go as planned .
    Famous last words. More than likely she’d do something to screw it up. 
    Jesus, she wished she could get rid of that negative voice that was always in her head. Insecurity and self-doubt had plagued her all her life. 
    She could do this. Jax had no idea who she was. And she would never see him again after tomorrow morning. Tonight would be about making a wish come true and hopefully a lot of pleasure. Although she’d heard the first time hurt like hell, but only for a moment. She prayed that was true because she didn’t have a very high pain tolerance. Karma sighed as she gazed in the mirror. Her hair looked like she stuck her finger in a light socket. 
    Happy thoughts . She thought about Jax’s athletic body, tattoos, dark hair, and pale blue eyes as excitement once again coursed through her. I wonder if he has a motorcycle, he for sure looked the type. Who would have thought her first time would be with a bad boy? A sexy-ass bad boy to be exact. Karma grinned like a loon.
    Taking a deep breath, she practically skipped out of the bathroom. Jax was still busy, so she drummed her fingers on the bar, constantly sneaking peeks at him. His eyes went to her more than once, making her feel less like an idiot for her gawking. Her face flushed at the attention. Maybe he really did like her. At least enough to take her back to his place and wet his wick. It was going to be so incredible. It had to be. She’d been anticipating this moment for so long. 
    Eventually, Lacey came back from her break. 
    Jax came around the bar and grabbed her hand. She felt calluses at the bases of his fingers as they closed warmly around her hand, sending a shiver down her spine. He leaned in and yelled, “It’s too loud in here.”
    Could this really be happening? If it was a dream, she would be pissed if she woke up before they made friction between the sheets. 
    He pulled her through the crowd into the back down a narrow hallway. There were large double doors that said “Employees Only.” He pushed through and the noise ratcheted down considerably once the door closed. Suddenly, Karma was extremely nervous. Her palms were sweaty, and her stomach did multiple somersaults. Maybe she should say “Just kidding” and run away. Then she looked up at all his perfection and knew there was no way in hell she was backing out. 
    “So, Karma, looking for a one-night stand, huh?” His gaze was sexual; the brazen look in his eyes sent a flutter in her stomach that traveled straight between her thighs. 
    “Why, are you offering?” Karma shot back, not missing a beat and grateful that her voice sounded more confident than she felt. She’d had years of practice putting on a front, hiding behind humor and snarky comebacks. The shell had taken years to perfect. In