Leary. âHeâs just away for a period of spiritual refreshment.â
A suppressed snigger greeted that, and then Donna said, âAnyway, his stand-inâs hopeless. A real wally. Something from another planet. There wonât be anyone there.â
âWill you be going, Mark?â
Mark had spooned into his mouth the last helping of a calorie-rich cereal, and was standing up.
âNo way. Iâve got a history essay to write.â
Mark was the traditional one in the family. He was going to do well at sports, well in exams, well at university. That was the male role, expected of him as the next generation in a traditional family. Whether Donna was going to be satisfied with the traditional female role was another matter. She was just beginning to look at how the family was run, how her father clung obstinately to the patriarchal role, how Mark was in training to carry it onâvery conscious it was to his advantageâand she was just starting to say, if only to herself, âNo way,â and âThat is not for me.â
When Conal Leary came down ten minutes later in a dark gray suit and claret-colored tie, ready to drive off to the electrical-goods firm he had inherited and expanded, his wife was washing up. He kissed her on the neck, murmured, âBye, Mary,â but then lingered.
âSeems like the children know all about Father Pardoe,â he said.
âThen they know a great deal more than I do,â said Mary firmly. âBecause I know practically nothing.â
âI mean that heâs suspected and under investigation.â
Maryâs mouth set firm.
âThe children liked Father Pardoe, and thought he did a goodjob,â she said. âI hope they keep an open mind when they hear talk.â
âOh, weâre all keeping an open mind. Still, thereâsââ
Maryâs voice became higher and sharper.
âIf youâre about to say, âThereâs no smoke without fire,â then save your breath, Con, because there frequently is. Rumors start in the silliest waysâbecause people have got the wrong end of the stick, or misheard something, or are just spreading malicious lies. As far as Iâm concerned, Father Pardoe is an honorable man and a good priest, and Iâll be very surprised if I have to revise that opinion.â
âDerek saysââ
âI donât give tuppence for what Derek Jessel says!â
âWell,â said Conal, turning away, âif Pardoe wants a defending counsel in front of the investigating committee, heâll know where to come.â
âIâm rather afraid he wonât be given the chance of having one,â said Mary Leary sadly.
Conal went off to the office feeling vaguely dissatisfied. Ten years ago Mary would not have spoken out like that. Then she had acquiesced in all his decisions, including his use of birth control after the difficult birth of Donna. Often she must have had her doubts, but she had gone along with whatever he decided and had kept her feelings to herself. By and large she still did, but there came a point when sheâthe word ârebelledâ came to his mind, but he substituted the phrase âstood her ground.â If she disagreed in certain vital areas, she made it plain. And Conal didnât like it.
Mary, starting on the usual rounds of household tasks, wondered if her husband had noticed how she had tensed up when he kissed her neck. It wasnât often thus, but she knew the topic of Father Pardoe was going to come up, and it made her bloodboil how Con had appointed himself judge and jury in that matter, and now to boot he had been spreading the word about what he was accused of among his pals in the parish. The hypocrisy of it was glaring. He had convinced her often enough in the past thatâas far as he, Conal, was concernedâthere was smoke without fire. That the ladies whose names were mentioned in tandem with his