was what heâd asked of her. He struggled to want no more.
âYou look very tired, Van. Your color could be better.â
âItâs been a hectic year.â
âAre you sleeping all right?â
Half-amused, she brushed his hand aside. âDonât start playing doctor with me, Brady.â
âAt the moment I canât think of anything Iâd enjoy more, but Iâm serious. Youâre run-down.â
âIâm not run-down, just a little tired. Which is why Iâm taking a break.â
But he wasnât satisfied. âWhy donât you come into the office for a physical?â
âIs that your new line? It used to be âLetâs go parking down at Mollyâs Hole.ââ
âIâll get to that. Dad can take a look at you.â
âI donât need a doctor.â Kong came lumbering back, and she reached down for him. âIâm never sick. In almost ten years of concerts, Iâve never had to cancel one for health reasons.â She buried her face in the dogâs fur when her stomach clenched. âIâm not going to say it hasnât been a strain coming back here, but Iâm dealing with it.â
Sheâd always been hardheaded, he thought. Maybe it would be best if he simply kept an eyeâa medical eyeâon her for a few days. âDad would still like to see youâpersonally, if not professionally.â
âIâm going to drop by.â Still bent over the dog, she turned her head. In the growing dark, he caught the familiar gleam in her eye. âJoanie says youâve got your hands full with women patients. I imagine the same holds true of your father, if heâs as handsome as I remember.â
âHeâs had a fewâ¦interesting offers. But theyâve eased off since he and your mother hooked up.â
Dumbfounded, Vanessa sat up straight. âHooked up? My mother? Your father?â
âItâs the hottest romance in town.â He flicked her hair behind her shoulder. âSo far.â
âMy mother?â she repeated.
âSheâs an attractive woman in her prime, Van. Why shouldnât she enjoy herself?â
Pressing a hand against her stomach, she rose. âIâm going in.â
âWhatâs the problem?â
âNo problem. Iâm going in. Iâm cold.â
He took her by the shoulders. It was another gesture that brought a flood of memories. âWhy donât you give her a break?â Brady asked. âGod knows sheâs been punished enough.â
âYou donât know anything about it.â
âMore than you think.â He gave her a quick, impatient shake. âLet go, Van. These old resentments are going to eat you from the inside out.â
âItâs easy for you.â The bitterness poured out before she could control it. âItâs always been easy for you, with your nice happy family. You always knew they loved you, no matter what you did or didnât do. No one ever sent you away.â
âShe didnât send you away, Van.â
âShe let me go,â she said quietly. âWhatâs the difference?â
âWhy donât you ask her?â
With a shake of her head, she pulled away. âI stopped being her little girl twelve years ago. I stopped being a lot of things.â She turned and walked into the house.
Chapter 3
V anessa had slept only in snatches. There had been pain. But she was used to pain. She masked it by coating her stomach with liquid antacids, by downing the pills that had been prescribed for her occasional blinding headaches. But most of all, she masked it by using her will to ignore.
Twice she had nearly walked down the hall to her motherâs room. A third time she had gotten as far as her motherâs door, with her hand raised to knock, before she had retreated to her own room and her own thoughts.
She had no right to resent the fact that her