right away I was up to something," he
replied sighing, and sitting back as the salmon and capers arrived.
"No, no," she denied firmly, "I'm impressed. I mean, naturally, I was
aware you could be exercising a good deal more in the way of social grace
if you wanted to do so, but I don't think I would ever have guessed exactly
why you were playing the arrogant lord and master. I would simply have
continued to stay mildly annoyed all evening. And I wouldn't have had
time to worry about later."
"But now that you're on to me, you're going to start worrying?" He slid a
paper-thin slice of smoked salmon onto a toast point and added a caper or
two. Then he gravely held it out to her, his gaze intent.
"Should I?" Abby hesitated and then accepted the salmon offering.
"Worry about later? No. You won't have to fight me off at the end of the
evening." The words were spoken with sure, steady promise.
Abby paused a moment longer, holding the toast point at her lips. She
believed him, she realized. She wasn't quite certain why she should, but
she did. Making her decision in her usual impulsive manner she parted
her lips and sank her neat, white teeth firmly into the toast and salmon.
"Okay, Torr. I won't worry about later."
"Just like that?"
She lifted one shoulder delicately. "I'm not nearly as subtle as you, and I
usually make my decisions fairly quickly."
"And you've decided to trust me?" he pressed.
"Yes." She gave him a rueful glance, full of laughter. "Must be the result
of watching you in class for the past few weeks. You were always so careful
and gentle with the flowers," she explained wistfully. And the end result
had always been that the flowers had done exactly as he wished, she
reminded herself with a dash of warning. Her designs had always gone
wildly out of control, but Torr's had behaved precisely as he had wanted
them to behave.
"Thank you, Abby."
"Now about that squid," she began.
"I told you. You're going to love it."
"But, Torr!" The humor in her was threatening to spoil the royal
protest, however, and she knew he'd seen it.
"Abby, honey, I keep telling you that I'm not nearly as subtle as you
seem to think. I really do think you're going to like the squid and I intend
that you should try it."
"Why do I have the strangest feeling you've never been married?" she
countered, surrendering to the inevitable with good grace. To her
astonishment the throwaway remark seemed to catch him off guard. He
looked up quickly from the slice of salmon he was about to center on a
toast point and there wasn't a trace of amusement in the amber depths of
his eyes.
"I was married," he told her evenly.
Instantly Abby realized she'd overstepped some invisible boundary. "I'm
sorry, Torr. I didn't mean to dredge up any bad memories. It was only a
little joke. I just meant to imply that because of your casual arrogance I
assumed no woman had had an opportunity to, er, whip you into shape…"
Her voice trailed off uneasily as she racked her brain for another topic of
conversation.
"It's all right," he finally said quietly. "I was married for two years. My
wife…drowned in a swimming accident three years ago. I don't generally
discuss it."
"No, no, I certainly understand," Abby said hurriedly. "There are things
I don't care to talk about either. Please forgive me?" Impulsively she put
out her long-nailed fingers and touched the dark sleeve of his jacket where
his arm lay casually on the table.
Torr looked down at her fingers and then he folded his own square hand
over hers. Abby felt as if he'd enveloped it but it wasn't an unpleasant
sensation, rather a warm and comforting feeling. Almost a gesture of
protection, she decided, breaking into a smile.
He returned the smile and in the silent moment of communication that
took place between them, Abby knew the tone of the evening had been set.
She relaxed even further and knew that she was genuinely going to enjoy
her time with Torr
Tamara Rose Blodgett, Marata Eros