would be like to see the swell of her own belly outlined by the narrow coffee-colored cable-knit.
âNo, no, Jennyâs not pregnant yet, though Iâve been wondering that myself. Iâm just preparing for the day it happens, Isuppose.â Molly tried to laugh, but the sound got lost in the cold air. She shifted her weight. She wanted to lie down.
Monica took a gloved hand to her hair, patting the straight blond bob. She looked at the dress Molly had been admiring, then let her gaze fall over the other winter-weather outfits on display. The faceless mannequins stood poised in the window like they owned it, their round, symmetrical stomachs perched on too-tall, too-thin frames like balloons taped to street signs. She turned back to Molly.
âI couldnât wait for the day it was you.â Monica tilted her head, as if waiting for the words to meet Mollyâs consciousness. âI was just thinking that, the whole time I was in there, getting a little something for my nieceâs girl. I wished it was you.â
Mollyâs glance fell on a diamond bracelet clasped over the kid leather gloves covering Monicaâs wrists. The flashing jewels winked at her in the harsh sunlight.
âItâs not too late, you know,â she continued, and when Molly looked back at her, she was shocked to see a plea in Monicaâs eyes. Molly had never known Monica to beg for anything. This was the woman whoâd maneuvered her way to the top of the best architectural firm in the city before sheâd turned forty. Monica usually got what she wanted. âIâm sure you and Scott just had a silly misunderstanding. You could patch it up, couldnât you?â
Molly shook her head. She had her reasons for walking away from Scott, even if she wasnât ready to articulate them to the intimidating woman standing in front of her.
She glanced at the window display again. She really liked that dress.
âMonica . . .â
âNo, donât tell me.â Monica held up her hand. âI canât imagine that you two could really be over for good. Just think about it, okay? About coming back to my son?â She reached forward and took hold of Mollyâs bare fingers in her own.
âI miss you.â She looked at Molly with a sad smile. âIt was nice having a daughter around.â
Molly nodded. She felt like a tourist whoâd gotten lost and couldnât understand the accent of the person giving her directions. Sheâd stepped into a country that seemed an awful lot like the place sheâd come from, but was still foreign enough to make her homesick. It was an unsettling feeling, being surrounded by everything familiar, but not belonging to any of it. Her eyelid started to twitch.
âWell.â Monica dropped Mollyâs hand and sighed. âIn the meantime, how about I take you out for a cappuccino? What about that lovely café we used to always go to after our shopping trips? Just for old timesâ sake? I drove the Jag in today, the blasted old thing, but itâs parked right around the corner. What do you say?â
Molly looked down at her shoes. A young man with a scruffy beard passed by very close to them. Monica shifted her purse to the other shoulder, her gaze still on Molly, waiting.
âIâI canât, Monica. Iâm sorry.â Mollyâs mouth had gone dry, and the words caught in her throat. She longed for a cappuccino, with extra foam and a design swirled into the top by a trained barista. But coffee would have led to dinner, with wine by the bottle and desserts with French names, and the platinum credit card always, always, being passed to the server without ever a glance at the checkâs total.
Molly thought about the empty rooms waiting for her at home. There was a Chinese take-out menu lying on the kitchen counter. Sheâd ordered an old Cary GrantâAudrey Hepburn movie, which was resting on a table next to