happen? To Steve, I mean. Heâs got all those kids, right?â
âI donât know. Iâve got my own problems.â Kim got up and started to pace back and forth in her small kitchen. âShit, if Frankie went to the station first, he probably came here after. What am I going to do?â
Carmen tried to smile. âYouâre the only friend Iâve ever had, honey, and as much as I hate to say this, youâd better get out of Tampa. Take that Atlanta job. After the other night, Frankieâs gonna keep beatinâ the shit out of you whether he finds out about last night or not. What you told me about him wanting kids and you donât. Thatâs a blow to his macho ego and that fucking guyâs in love with you. You told him your career is more important to you than he is? He canât handle that.â
Kimâs eyes welled with tears. âYouâre right. Iâm so scared. And his work stuff scares me too. The people in Miami heâs dealing with â his plans for here.â
Carmen nodded. âIâve heard some stuff in the Ybor clubs about his boss. You know itâs Carlos Tosca in Miami?â
Kim shook her head. âWhoever it is, I know heâs dangerous.Carmen, you better keep your mouth shut out there. These guys donât fool around.â
âLike I donât know that. Thatâs why I brought you this.â Carmen proceeded to remove an object from her purse and laid it gingerly on the table.
âThatâs a gun.â Kimâs eyes were wide.
âYeah, a pistol or a revolver? I donât know shit about guns. The guy I got it from did tell me itâs got a hair trigger, so be careful.â
Kim stood back, shaking her head, dilated eyes still focused on the weapon. âCarmen, are you crazy? Iâve never even shot a gun.â
âDoesnât matter, there must be some kind of a safety. Right? Donât all guns have one?â Carmen gingerly rotated the gun in her hand, inspecting. Then she shrugged and set it down on an end table.
âLook, thatâs why I came over instead of calling. You tell Frankie you lost your house key. It happened to me once, a busted key chain, you know? So you got back here after work and then you went back to the station to look for it, but you couldnât find it, and you spent the night there. Totally deny anything that kid said about Nelson, okay? Thatâs for starters. And this,â she indicated the gun, âis for protection. Understand?â
âOkay,â Kim said slowly. âOkay, honey, Iâll try the key thing â and this. Thanks.â
âBest you get somebody to show you how to use it.â
âUh-huh. Maybe Iâll ask Steve. He knows about guns.â
âGood.â Carmen smiled. âListen, Iâm back in NA. Got a new sponsor. Iâm really gonna make it this time.â
âOh, Carmen, I hope you do. Iâll help you all I can.â
âYou already have, saved my life so many times. Thatâs why Iâm here.â Carmen got up and hugged Kim, avoiding her friendâs bruised cheek. âIâm sure gonna miss you, but you have to get out of here, Kimmie. You gotta get out from under Frankieâs influence.â
CHAPTER FOUR
Laura tossed her canvas bag on the kitchen counter, reached for a fresh-baked oatmeal cookie, and glanced up at the clock. Not bad, five thirty. All week sheâd managed to get home at a decent hour by postponing all but emergency cases. For the first time in ages, sheâd been home five nights in a row for dinner.
âMarcy?â She knew her housekeeper couldnât be far. Pots bubbled on the stove and the smell of roast beef made Laura realize sheâd skipped lunch.
âHey, home early again.â Marcy Whitman clucked as she headed for the stove, grabbed a spoon and started stirring a pot. âYouâre cheating. I make the kids wait until after dinner