parent about his poor dating habits and lack of
responsibility and how about acting his age? In the end, Ben had seemed to take his
daughter's words to heart, and the endless stream of women had slowed to a trickle. Taylor
absolutely did not want Melanie to become another drop in his bucket.
She sat down at the kitchen table and slowly banged her forehead on the tabletop. How had
this happened? She'd known Melanie all of two days, and already she was playing protector.
She had always been this way, ever since she could remember. She developed a "crush" on a
woman and became her self-appointed bodyguard, making sure nobody hurt her. It had started
at summer camp with Theresa, her camp counselor. Taylor was fourteen, Theresa was sixteen.
Taylor had no idea what was going on. Hell, she hadn't even known what the word sexuality
meant. All she had known was she wanted to be near Theresa all the time. She'd followed the
older girl around like a puppy dog, always ready to help. Theresa had been flattered by the
attention. One rainy day, the camp had organized a mud war. It was something they often did
when the lake activities were rained out, and it was loads of fun for the kids. How often were
you allowed to just get absolutely, irretrievably filthy? It had been noon and the war had been
in full swing, various cabins trying to stay cleaner than their rivals, when twelve-year-old
Danny Jenkins had thrown a fistful of mud that had caught Theresa in the side of the head.
At her yelp of pain, Taylor hadn't even stopped to think. She'd been on Danny like a heat-
seeking missile, slamming his face into the mud-covered ground, screaming at the top of her
lungs. It had taken three counselors to get her off the poor kid. She often wondered where
Theresa was now, if she remembered her from camp. Did she have any idea then or even now
that her little shadow had been a lesbian-in-training with a serious crush on her?
She shook her head, disgusted with herself. Why couldn't she fall for a nice, available girl who
would fall for her in return? It didn't seem like a lot to ask. She sighed, finished her orange
juice, and headed upstairs to shower.
MELANIE RETURNED FROM the grocery store that evening still in awe. She'd wanted to
stock Sam's kitchen, since there wasn't much more in it than some Saltines and an old jar of
peanut butter, and Ben had given her directions to a place called Wegmans. Never had she
seen such a gigantic grocery store. It was like a giant warehouse full of food and sundries. The
seasonal aisle alone had boasted enough summer items to stock a small drug store. She'd spent
nearly two hours in there, gaping at the enormity of it. She'd also spent way more money than
she had originally intended.
Waiting for her at the door of the carriage house was a small bundle. Picking it up, she
realized she held three tapes, six episodes, of Xena: Warrior Princess, as promised. She
smiled to herself. Now, I have something to do tonight.
Her thoughts returned to Ben and the unexpected lunch invitation he had extended for the
following afternoon. It had been so long since she'd gotten such attention from a man, so long
since she'd taken the time to accept it, that she had sucked it in like life-giving fluid. He was
charming and handsome, familiar with the corporate world, and she liked him immediately. She
had been talking a little about the bookstore, and he mentioned a nice little place across the
street. As long as she was planning to be there tomorrow anyway, would she be interested in
joining him for a bite? Although her initial reaction to his invitation had been refusal—what
would Taylor think? Sam?—as she turned it over and over in her mind, she decided to go. Why
not? He wasn't asking for her hand in marriage. He wasn't asking for a relationship. It wasn't
even dinner, for Christ's sake. It was lunch. That was all. And when she looked at it that way,
the fact that he was more than ten