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this simple statement through my head. Lucy talked to Jake about this?! She never said anything to me. We talked about her fear of miscarrying, not being able to give me a child, but nothing about this…Of course, she would also know better than to question me.
    So maybe she was questioning Jake because he was the next best thing? Or was she really afraid of her future with me? Could I have missed that?!
    I shake my head. I can’t believe that. I know Lucy. I know what’s in her heart. I know she wanted to make me happy, to please me. But I also know that this is what made her happiest. She might have worried…but she never would have questioned our future. She had faith in me, in us. I have to have the same faith in her now.
    Dad finally speak ups again, “Do you think she could’ve run away?” I hadn’t even thought this was a possibility until right now.
    This weakness is not something I’ve ever felt. I am powerless.

Chapter 11 HER
    He pushes me back and I don’t resist. “All the fight gone out of you already?”
    I shake my head, but I don’t resist when he pulls my dress up and puts his hand between my legs. He stops and I squeeze my eyes shut, expecting to be hit again.
    Instead he stands and pulls my legs roughly apart to stand between them. He pulls my dress up and yanks it over my head, my arms trapped in it. I can’t hardly see through the film, but I stay still.
    I hear him spit and just make out that it’s into his hand. He puts this to my pussy. And drops both his hands to the sides of my head. The bed bounces and his face comes close to mine, the dress a welcome barrier now. He enters me hard. I’m still raw from before, but I don’t cry out. I’m oddly calm. Max’s voice keeps telling me I have to stay calm, think .
    He doesn’t take long, grunting into me again, calling bitch and whore. He makes me say I like it. When he stands, I start to move the dress down, but he growls at me to leave it. I don’t know where he is. Still in the room? I can’t really see between the dress and the low light.
    I hear his breathing above me and feel him pressed between my legs again. Oh, God. Not again. He can’t be hard again already!
    I hear the rip before I feel it. The dress is pulled and giving way in front of me. The shiny knife again. He pulls my arms away from my chest roughly and cuts the ropes.
    Stepping back. “Get that off.” I sit up, moving my arms and hands to get the ropes to fall. The skin burns in the air. I don’t stand, but push my dress and bra off my shoulders; he’d cut them in half already. I hiss at the belt marks and try to be gentle.
    I move my head, so my curls cover most of my chest.
    “Lay back down.” And I do.
    He’s right. I’m a well-trained puppy when it comes to taking orders. My eyes fill with tears. The left burns.
    I can’t believe I’m here. Like this. Naked before this man. Lost. Raped. I can hardly think the word. I hear Max’s voice. Hear him telling me to stay calm, to not cry. To hold on. But my body screams louder. The pain between my legs outshouts anything in my head.
    I press my knees together. I shake with unshed tears and unvoiced screams. My hands shake with unyielded anger. With unyielding fear.
    He’s hurt me so far. But he obviously intends to keep me…to keep doing this to me. I have to breathe hard to not throw up. I’ll be okay. Max will find me. I know he tracks my phone, my calls. He’ll know I’m missing long ago. He’s already looking for me. Max. I can’t help myself, I shake with silent tears at thinking of him.
    I can’t picture him finding me here…like this. I turn my head and try to hide under my hair, covering myself with my hands as best as I can.

Chapter 12 HIM
    “I…I don’t know.” Jake shrugs and shakes his head. “Maybe. I don’t know where she would’ve gone though.”
    He may think he knows my wife. She may even have confided in him. She’s too trusting in people. But I know Lucy. I square my