she thought, when the house was unoccupied. But it
made it habitable, for which she was grateful. She would have
hated it if she had to admit defeat, and crawl off to a hotel
somewhere. She'd included a sleeping-bag in the luggage she'd
brought with her, so she could manage.
She unloaded the car and carried everything in, dumping it all in
the middle of the salon. Then she retrieved her map, plotted the
route to Villereal, and made a list of what she wanted to buy.
Villereal was charming, and busy too, with its narrow streets and
central square with a timbered-covered market. But exploration
would have to wait. She had more pressing matters in hand. And
the supermarket Jacques had mentioned was sited on the outskirts
of town, she discovered.
Cleaning materials were the first priority, and enough china,
cutlery and glassware for her own use. It was doubtful, she told
herself wryly, whether she would be doing any entertaining.
After that, she could have fun. She wandered round the aisles,
filling up her trolley with cheese, sliced ham and wedges of
terrine, lingering over the huge butchery section, where the cuts of
meat looked so different from those she was used to.
Finally she chose a plump boiling fowl, in deference to that great
Gascon King of France, Henri Quatre, whose ambition it had been
to see that all his subjects were well fed enough to have a chicken
in their pot each week, and had made La Poule Au Pot a loved and
traditional name for restaurants. Perhaps, she thought, her poule au
pot , made as Maman had taught her, would make her feel less of
an alien.
Her choice made, she went back for vegetables to accompany it,
recklessly adding a demi-kilo of the huge firm-fleshed tomatoes,
as well as nectarines, oranges and a punnet of strawberries to her
collection. Her last purchase should have been bread —she picked
a flat circular loaf rather than a baguette —but she succumbed to
temptation and bought one of the plastic containers of the local vin
ordinaire, amazingly cheap and good for its price, and several
bottles of water too.
Driving back to the house through the small back-roads was more
difficult than she'd anticipated, and she took a couple of wrong
turnings. She could have cried with relief when at last she passed
the war memorial with the crucifix and realised the next track led
to the farm.
And the house no longer seemed to be on the defensive, she
realised as she parked the car. The late afternoon sun lent a
warmer, more welcoming glow to its washed stones, and that
exterior wall wasn't a barrier, but a promise of security. She
thought, I've come home.
It took several journeys to unload her provisions from the boot.
She put everything away in the kitchen cupboards, then went out
to lock the car. It was probably unnecessary, she thought, but old
habits died hard.
Then she saw him.
In fact, it was impossible to miss him. He was standing in the
archway, hands on hips. Sabine halted, her hands balling into fists
at her sides.
'What do you want?' Her voice rang with defiance.
'That's what I came to ask you.' He strolled forward, and Sabine
fought down a prickle of apprehension.
'That's close enough,' she said sharply.
His brows rose mockingly. 'Do I make you nervous?'
'You make me angry.'
'And you,' he said, 'make me curious. Tell me, Mademoiselle
Riquard, what possessed you to come here?'
'My name is Russell,' she said tightly. 'And my reasons are my
own affair.'
'Russell,' he repeated slowly. 'So, Isabelle found another fool to
marry her in England. Your French is excellent, but that is where
you come from —isn't it?'
'I'm not ashamed of it,' she retorted, taut with anger over his
reference to her mother. 'Anyway, we're all Europeans now—aren't
we?' she mimicked his own phrasing.
'And that's why you've come — for international reasons?' His
tone was openly derisive. 'I ask your pardon. I thought there might
be some — personal