Copper Ridge.
Their town was too small to have its own airport. Which meant they had to make an hour and a half drive over to Portlandâs whenever they wanted to go anywhere.
âWe have to rent a car,â she said, feeling extremely persecuted.
âIâll handle it,â he said.
âI know youâre a West, Colton,â she said, following after him. âSuccess leaks from your pores, lightning from your fingertips and all that hyperbole. But I do have my own money.â
âYes. I know you do. Donât worry about it. Why donât you hang out? Spend some time admiring the carpet, I hear itâs famous.â
âNo, the carpet they ripped out was famous. This carpet isnât famous.â
He lifted a shoulder, his expression one of supreme disinterest. âI only caught part of the news story.â
âThe carpet was the Grand Marshal in a parade,â she continued, because she knew about it and he didnât. And it felt important to exert superior knowledge, even if it was about an old airport carpet and the general strangeness of the Portland area.
His eyebrows shot upward. âWe really need to get the hell out of Portland.â
They were sorted into their rental car quickly and on the road only a half hour later. They headed out of the city, taking a winding two-lane road that led to the coast.
âI havenât been on a road trip in a while,â she said. âWell, not since we went to the airport yesterday.â
âBut we had a driver,â he pointed out. âThat isnât the same.â
âTrue. So,â she said, taking a deep breath, âwhat...are we going to do?â
It occurred to her then, now that the earlier fog was wearing off, that she and Colton had never actually had a conversation when they were alone. They were usually in groups, or standing somewhere where they had friends nearby. Because they never willingly interacted. It was always circumstantial. Always something they had to partake in to be polite. Definitely not something either of them would ever do on purpose. And now they were trapped in a car together.
Now they were trapped in a marriage together.
Lydiaâs heart started beating faster. Her palms were sweating. She was officially starting to panic.
Then suddenly, a hysterical bubble of laughter exploded from her lips.
âSomething funny?â he asked.
âAll of this,â she said, the words coming out as half a screech. âWe hate each other. And yet...weâre married.â
âI still donât think itâs very funny.â
âItâs hilarious,â she said. âMade even more hilarious by the fact that we made it impossible to fix this. Because we texted the whole world. And even then...if we were anyone else...it wouldnât matter, would it?â
âMaybe not.â
The hysteria subsided, and suddenly she felt just...much less. Much less everything. Small and weak sitting next to Colton. Unsure of what to do with what had happened. Unsure of how to cope with the reality of the situation they were in.
And she was never unsure. Not anymore. Sheâd found her place. Her people. And she knew what to do with that.
She hated this. She had to get it together.
She took a shaky breath. âThe election is in four months,â she said. âI canât have anything messing up my chances.â
âOf course not,â he said, sounding resigned.
âWhy did Natalie... I mean, maybe we talked about this last night, but I honestly donât remember. Why did she leave?â
âHell if I know,â he said, the words harsh. âShe did nothing but obsess about this wedding for the past eight months. She was...I would say overly invested in the idea of marrying into a family like mine.â
âYou mentioned...you mentioned something about your dad.â
There was a slight pause, and she turned to look at him. His arms were tense,