didnât dare turn around.
âWhy are you hesitating? We can draft whatever legal documents you want to protect the Thunderbolt.â
âItâs not that.â Well, actually, it was that. At least, that was part of it. He didnât know Sydney, and heâd be a fool to trust her.
But there was more to it than the legal risks. It was amarriage, a marriage to a woman he didnât love, didnât even know. Maybe he was an old-fashioned guy, but he just couldnât bring himself to do it.
âThe Laurent is a very reputable institution,â she said.
âI believe you.â
âIs it lying to Katie, then?â
Cole turned. And there was Sydney, mere inches away. A slight movement of his hand and heâd be touching her. A tip of his head and heâd be kissing her.
âItâs lying to Katie,â he said. âLying to Grandma. Lying to God.â
âWe could have a civil service.â
âNot a possibility.â
She tipped her head, looking perplexed.
He moved in, just a little, pressing his point, hoping he could make her understand and give up on this ridiculous idea. âWeâre talking about my family here, and they know me very well. They know that if I loved someoneâif I truly loved someoneâI sure wouldnât say so in a civic office in front of a clerk and two impartial witnesses.â
Sydney bit down on her bottom lip. Her cat-green eyes narrowed in concentration, but she didnât respond.
âYou ready to walk down the aisle in a white dress, promise to love me and honor me, then kiss me and throw a bouquet?â
As he outlined the scenario, an unexpected vision bloomed in Coleâs mind. Sydney in a white dress. Sydney in a veil. Sydney with a spray of delicate roses trembling in her hands. He could feel her skin, smell her perfume, taste the sweetness of her lush lips.
âWeâd both know it was fake,â she said.
Cole startled out of the vision and gave a short nod. âYeah. Right. Weâd both know it was fake.â
âAnd thatâs what would matter. Thatâs what would count.â She squared her shoulders. âKnowing the benefits, I could do it.â
Cole clenched his jaw. Heâd hand the Thunderbolt over to her tomorrow if he could. But Olav the Third was specific, and Coleâs grandfatherâs will was ironclad.
He examined the idea from every angle. From his, from Kyleâs, from Katieâs, from Sydneyâs.
She could do it? Of course she could. It wasnât as if it would be physically painful. And nobody would die. And nobody would ever be the wiser. Marriages failed all the time. After a decent interval, he and Sydney could simply divorce.
âThen so can I,â said Cole, just as heâd known he would from the second his brother conceived the plan. His family needed him, and that was an unconditional trump card.
A brilliant smile lit Sydneyâs face. âWhere do we start?â
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âFirst thing we have to do,â said Cole two hours later while Sydney watched him saddle a horse outside his cabin, âis convince Katie Iâm falling for you.â
Sydney eyed up the big animal from the safety of his porch, having second and third and fourth thoughts. Oh, not about marrying Cole; she was completely convinced that was the right thing to do. She was having second thoughts about getting on the back of an animal that could crush her with one stomp of its foot.
âTell me again why that has to involve horses?â she said.
âDonât you watch the movies?â Cole pressed his knee into the horseâs ribs and pulled snug on a leather strap. His strong, calloused hands worked with practiced ease, and she had a sudden vision of them against her pale skin.
He released a stirrup and secured a buckle. âPeople who are falling in love gallop their horses along the beach all the time.â
Maybe so. But there was no way in
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